Whatever the voices are and hurtful terms, I’m sorry you feel that way and I’m sorry I cannot help you. There is nothing I can do to help anyone who thinks that or feels that way toward me, at no point blogging or sharing clearly will not be able to be good enough for those kinds of feelings in life or attitudes or anger or unhappiness or distrust. I cannot work hard or get well or be accused or let myself get hurt or be called stuff that’s a big deal and causes ne suicide no one who is guilty or is expected to get sick, someone in love by with a life and a future, no one who let down or disappointed anyone in life who has a family and friends and love in her life no one hard on anyone or in public to make mistakes or get symptoms nothing that requires excuse or something from me to say is why I’m disliked or what was taken the wrong way, no one who shared everything and made websites, not guilty or hurtful, not strong enough to be alive or deserve to be in court or be protected, called sick words require constant discussion and announcement not humiliating and sickening and hurtful injures me destroys my progress and takes me away from my sense of reality and wellness, allowed to set boundaries and say it’s not okay to hurt me, no one delusional or someone hurt you call mentally ill, not someone who can help and work, on her own not blotting anyone meeting expectation and sharing stats up on IMDb, no one expected to fight anyone or anything and get hurt or damaged is the point of voices, I’m a human being and woman I’m not sick, and I’m a writer and can work, I don’t need to get hurt to be tough or be humiliated to be a victim someone doing her best not someone who gets hurt to defend who hurt her and not believe me not the solution not what I’m alive or in court for is not a game ….. it’s not my audience or normal people fit either to handle delays and unnecessary writing, someone clear on not being alive to be called those things not what life is about and not what’s wrong with me. If you aren’t okay with me well, then you think I’m sick when I was at rest improving, if you attack me writing you don’t think I’m working hard and use something as excuse to say this is why, and in the end it will never be good enough worth getting hurt lose my happiness and sense of peace, not the joke or how to help support others or on a world level state level or court level, not doing anyone a justice to hurt my head and make me feel bad and hurt my feelings, the person who almost died, living life honestly, no one well getting back out there. Applies for jobs, who gets hurts, if that’s your sense of humor to just watch my life and not care what happens to me and think I’m going to blog or Instagram or photo, or go to the hospital or talk to anyone, I’m not trying to be good enough for whose bullying me, not the problem, the problem is why destroy and ruin my life and call that funny or writing proof of anything or a deciding factor as to my faith and happiness and future, no one in a life who helped everyone on many levels, no one doing anything wrong or requires me to look stupid or write online, or remove forget or remember someone wasting time and energy on earth a rush to my health to be bullied, and if the point was to exclude me or not believe me or not be at peace when I’m well and constantly take my content the wrong way then I can’t fix that all I can do is improve and with hard to move forward no one “losing” or sad or be beneath not a human being and hesitation woman intelligent hardworking issues I should face, why should I worry for things not true, or on what level be treated as reject or a website concept not worldly, no one who forgets who isn’t strong worth eliminating or excluding on the basis of voices alive for no reason, you just expect me to get voices like it’s not a big deal, it’s not the adderall or the blog or worth suffering something you think happens and expect me to commit suicide give up in life and lose everything something I’m not imaging or need to be alive for make permanent protected not someone dealing with a lot who was protected, no one who needs to prove themselves shared stats not the joke or concept ……