I get that being hurt by words, intends to put me down so my head hurts, so I don’t feel good, so I don’t feel motivated, so I don’t try, so I end up sick, or don’t improve, feel alone, isolated, and face difficulty moving forward I understand the concept of bullying and what it does to my mental and physical health.

I understand the concept of being honest and telling the truth or keeping accurate records or writing or staying well, no one any different from anyone’s else trying to stay well help everyone not get hurt or waste time or be confused or without solution for how he been hurt, not be confused for someone honest, that at this point in life anyone has decided to change the subject of mental health or topic, based on voices something hurtful, because it’s discouraging, something I went through and I am well now making choices to not self harm or speak to subjects cause permanent damage to my mental health and recovery or experience of voices period make my life worse, constantly mistaken or confuse diagnosis to mean I’m sick makes no sense to me why I’m under new care, who does not believe I am schizophrenic, no one lying or someone who’s supposed to just get voices and he called sick but the solution, not why I’m alive, not my sense of direction, issue, faith, statements, place in life, anyone you mistake for educated and hardworking building trust, anyone you accuse of sickness or symptoms or accuse me of not being able to work full time, anyone who should be doing anything in life, they’ve not explained or have lived life an someone alive and doing well because of how I choose to live my life, no one small, or who on any level shares needs help or bullying or needs to be pushed or insulted or hurt, no one living life, something that my reality or my life should change to accommodate voices, not giving a voice to others or anyone you humiliate and hurt and pretend I should sacrifice my life and my health taking chances to constantly suffer, anyone who is living life any different or off adderall, no one who lived life alone and figured out their mental health someone who worked hard to get a job and not be hurt the same person on mymollydoll.com as lesliesliefischman.com and on Instagram, no one who is having problems in life …… or needs to be watched hurt doing anyone a justice or serving a greater purpose to the public or community to suggest I should be excluded or not be supported as though I’m supposed to hurt to have no one or expected to just deal with major trauma and he string stay well, anyone who is speaking open to having my entire life ruined for no reason because of voices. Someone who is alive and well not the disappointment or person who helped everyone not forgetful or I’m a place different than compared to everyone not my fault or something requiring me to lose my peace or sense of life and writing and what I hear something that should just be changed or a problem I should just have in life for no reason no one who is hurting anyone or dishonest lying or needs anyone or wants anything from anyone in life who ended up in the hospital no one who needs love or needs everyone to not like me or decide that any symptoms are stuff I’m supposed to get through or make fun of self harm or struggle is not about where I am compared to where everyone else is not the joke or risk, the problem is not confusing me or having issues with me or just my imagination or words, am no one online well or who went to law school, anyone who chooses to be disabled or hurt, figuring out life, who doesn’t need help or hurt misidentified or be hurt in a permanent way not the solution.