Any place you end up worse off and alone for having tried and make the effort to deal with issues difficult for you and hard to explain is the sacrifice made when you leave normal and on good terms with everyone take chances getting hurt to address what hurt you, and end up in some place or position like me, where everyone’s okay except for me, and just I’m not feeling well and didn’t a lot of time energy and effort to not get voices now in a place, not writing articles positive or messaging and disconnected, is sometimes what it feels like to get hurt and deal with complicated issues out loud, nothing ongoing on being stated privately any different of a handle on life compared to everyone or lost or not with it on purpose, is how much effort and writing is required to prevent voices as to me, and that’s the sacrifice as to my health lost.