I consider myself honest tough and say things helpful whatever is needed not for me to have things in life not be regarded as a role model or a life works out for me, can accept any take or assessment of life, going through a lot ….. I’m sure everyone is, a person expected to help who everyone can tell is not well or expressed concern, am okay with what I’ve shared and purpose for sharing, having written and to everyone as a whole, no one who changed or lost things to communicate punishment public by taking my value is what I’ve lost in the process of living life, and clearly hurts me, no one who needs to delete or be accused of progress someone who knows myself well enough to know what hurts me. —- I almost took down my website today because I kept getting sick and could not prevent voices and don’t think it’s worth the effort to write or get hurt or take chances in life, go from well and articles, to personal or detailed reports taken off adderrall, someone who is supported does not have to blog, and if I blog it’s to help everyone, not someone who can’t move forward called something in a job or a person in recovery honest about bullying or diagnosis supported …. Or connects is called something or expected to handle things privately or not consider writing helpful, is not about what’s wrong with me or who I’m talking to trying to figure out why I collapsed in a positive spirit in therapy, can also not move forward and get hurt to address voices in common to a website created by someone, anyone dealing it by getting a job having a good life, who I’m sure to extremes didn’t need to get made fun of so bad that no should care about me or what happens or how I feel, is something I recognize as damaging and not true hurtful to my life story and interactions, am no one places I don’t belong or have problems with voices, is not my peace to argue or fight with voices, and should not be sick to tell everyone I’m sick so no one reads and do my best to write, am working hard figuring solution on my own. I’m sad that this person is not judged but I am judged and I don’t know how to figure out my own health, or need to get sick to show up to court sick or mistake writing as not figuring out what court wants or having a supportive attorney and therapist. I need to take a writing break because I’m pushing myself and disconnected and doing my best to address voices not be punished for discontinued conversations or confuse my mental health by writing sound difficult, no one supported and normal, who needs to be told what’s wrong with me, is not very nice or accepting of my honesty, and number of mentions, and it’s okay for me to figure solution on my own, and also not have medical issues bothering anyone is not worth getting hurt by terms me not feeing good or mean I belong in a hospital. I took a week to rest. I shared and opened up and today not feeling well, and that’s okay for me to ask for help it’s no one fault or a choice to discuss terms or something he has I don’t about court. I did my best and nice to everyone and have a family that loves me and was respected as a blogger this is not about my story or him calling me this and disabling me or being supported not a big deal, this is figuring out my own health and how I sound and it’s okay to not be able to help others or take a break or get hurt for my honesty.