Managing anger toward yourself (by others) is a tough lesson to learn in life (nothing bad that happens to me in life is caused by my story or vocalized unwanted closeness and unwanted coding in life). Know your own limits with regards to what your willing to tolerate or be strong enough for in life. Not everything is a game or take on life about eating my websites or taking me off meds or not allowing me to think or work, I think life was intended to make everyone feel special and smart and that’s how life was supposed to work out, things I’m good hands, timely, people feeling good about right now or what’s next or what’s happening or know enough to let go move on be pleased recognize harms committed “fires” reflect on life, witness my timeline my campaign my blogs my connections my effort my political affiliations participation legal education. And with regards to losses and concern for everyone’s health that this shouldn’t just happen to people randomly get voices or work hard to stay fit and healthy get medical care be hospitalized so many times and this one time almost be too late to get help or collapse under the circumstances I’m dealing with not reality and code and all my connections one mentioned or by hate website or by voices or upset or population or issue or sacrifice I’ve made to help or be successful went through a lot it’s not about what happened to me it’s about being strong working hard and not deserving of lawsuit or hate website and I don’t need to suffer permanent damage endure difficulty and illness on my own or need any help telling my story or rearranging life or the content of life entirely to require scolding my honest efforts or valued opinion and mental health and awareness thankful for my own recovery like anyone else being thoughtful dealing with world war on a level and fires on a level I’m sure can affect many people if anyone is concocted of anything being wrong with code or the economy or distrust leadership or misrepresent “hands off” marches voices are not tolerable upsets relative to life overall and judge everyone’s happiness and fun is not contingent of misinterpreting law or my connections in life or expect me to apologize if I’m not strong or almost get hurt many times them what is survival about or toughening up or improvement for. What is shocking I think death is shocking I think concepts of death are shocking I think age is a delicate subject I think it’s too late for a lot of things to happen for me in life if I’m made to feel sick or convinced of sickness misinterpret medical care my value or my leadership standing alone without any help in life.