When I hear voices or terms hurtful, and forced to stop everything I’m doing to change my course in life to address a subject voices after thousands of words and posts and website ideas and reports and years of correspondence and hospitalizations, there really is nothing I can about it and I’ve come to accept that reality that whatever the diagnosis is or world issue I’m faced with to just do my best, I don’t think at this time any person story or require me to live life or interact is going to help at the moment not in terms of what everyone needs overall whether or not I’m known or websites kept up or progress appreciated or innocence maintained found not guilty of harassment at this time it’s not about what’s difficult everytime I get voices and the consequences I face have done nothing wrong to deserve voices and I’m okay with what I’ve said my pleas public statement and accepting of my rapport in public places with respect for everyone’s health no regretful of anything I’ve written or any stage of difficulty at some point have to stop allowing for myself to be hurt and recognize what that does to my mental health and while everything is a joke expect me to keep moving along blog or interview work or date or have interactions public with celebrities in the end I have to help myself that’s no one’s job not anything anyone saw coming or sense of predicable circumstances having to do with my issues or unclear on what’s relevant to my blog or privacy or medical care. All I know is when I’m struggling not believed, all I know is to stay home and not go out since social skills is misunderstood not drink or risk being punished and just be glad a DA is moving on and at peace not punishing me and at this time going through a lot not required to attend court end of April given time to focus on my mental health and fix my life. I’m not asking for forgiveness or require constant restatement of hurtful terms in alignment to a hate website punished in the State of the Texas, I need to help myself it’s not about misrepresenting me or getting hurt trying to figure out how to hurt others by hurting me or mistake a DA perspective mental health politics and awareness of crime or hurtful terms I’m not being prosecuted in life and allowed to focus on my health. There were just major araon fires of catastrophic losses and huge new marches entitled “hand off” I think if you want to understand the people and reflect on life in the positive it should be about how I handle bullying or represent a subject as poor a minority and a hated religion or come from a school responsible for a mass shooting not the one unhelpful in times of devastation. And don’t need voices to prompt me to help or mean I should give up not make fun of me or my strength not accuse me of being false or dramatic or not cool or highlight the word “wait” and stab me in heart and fuck up my face and my head and body like shits supposed to happen to you fucked in life for no fucking reason. Meds isn’t a joke or whatever happened to my face and body. #hate

1. I was sued there were fires and I launched.

2. There were mass shootings crime on Robertson and I launched.

3. There were massive fires in California and I’m going to buy mymollydoll.com again and build another website.

4. Everything takes time including code what people are okay with what people trust or find helpful what makes people think sick what makes voices a sick discussion why people think your sick.