Ultimately how I should feel or respond to voices or discuss a condition or state how I manage symptoms is my best, it’s very hard for me to be well put forward my best effort respect the privacy of meetings and other campaigns have my own campaign deal with voices privately, or worsened by website is not about me battling a condition or under the care of someone shared to SCOTUS allowed to make progress supported, is not about alcohol I wish I never relapsed had more meds attended more meetings tell truth do my best handle lawsuit and punishment proper someone who loses their phone and computer supported or not supported are not ways I’m helped in life, taking chances in life offered support kindly share my code, offer insights during and after fires, recognize myself as able and working last time there were fires no one who asked CA State Bar to blog or back online what I’m doing writing in life or what’s taken down as punishment losing a privilege and helped, someone with jobs and a legal education clean and sober no one back in law school or sick, given a home a jobs and opportunity to travel leave law school or have a medical condition anyone working hard to be able to a get or be loved took on a task, lived honestly, no one who stayed well or got punished, forgetful of the public and standards or have any control over if and when I’m punished, no one defiant or out or working hard staying organized and in communication with court share my life not living my life wrong or by diagnosis or breakup be judged, went through a lot in life not forgetful or share my story or difficulty to a DA improve or on different meds who did her best living honestly. It’s not the diagnosis I need excuse for a disadvantage or disclosure and support still improved or level of care and honesty the issue, it’s about being given chances to stay well, or get sick, punishment effort and a thumbs up, earned, it’s not about sharing about court or getting mental health diversion being granted a privilege, or pushed or hospitalized am someone grateful for help supported am dealing with challenges in life nice to everyone not throwing my life way protected not about what this person is like in private compared to what I sound like anyone disabled and cared for who is recognized for her writing or respected for her mental health journey and life, is no one doing any less in life or working hard, no matter what meds, a person lucky to receive medical care not someone well, living with purpose a woman who was loved and gets pick and finally figured out jobs, graduated, no one wasting time or grassroots or believes in solution represented by others, am no one working hard well enough to make choices and help get hurt and get into a new school alone supported or who works hard not someone you think is sick or has issues with anyone, someone sick with an apartment stuff you see or selfies taken in my computer not shared with anyone working hard to stay well, not someone who needs to go out or make friends or date be social disclose recent contacts and fans texted me, never went through mental health issues hospitalized or keep wrist bands something about me or having been helped seen by the ER or given meds, am no one taking chances or doing drugs or drinking alcohol anyone different at 39, or progress and photos shared, someone who should not be judged by social interactions or disposition am no one hurt exposed and alone dealing with symptoms not worrying anyone or someone who’s website needs to be deleted and accused of sickness in combination with Barack Obamas name, hurtful not mindful of my life and value and effort, in a case or have a life someone proper and saved tweets meaningful reflections, is not about me or think humiliation and embarrassment and dysfunction or self harm is stuff I go through difficult, isn’t about how hard I worked to get well or make the effort, is not about me or any meds or any stage or photo, I didn’t get hurt no big deal, or reconnect get hurt again, is not about my power or who I am as a person or what others believe someone who works hard who at one point is not respected for growing up best friends with Sydney Simpson, is not about me being important sharing or getting hurt that makes me famous or well, am no one unkind or forgetful unable to deal with voices, successful online, or later suffers dysfunction or can’t write anyone who’s voice or effort is mistaken that I can’t control by connecting with anyone explain when I sound well or if I get sick, am no one hurt who failed anyone. It’s really important for me to be alone or take chances offer support or try to discuss symptoms, am no one well who has a Facebook and a public Instagram love myself mindful of my own wellness and who I represent, no one who stays alive this long or able to work you call scary terms or observe me dealing with a website and helped discuss voices worsening, no one living sick or share a lot online or stop anyone changed or less productive, being alone and dealing with symptoms honest take risk write online, is not about being protected or who I’m talking to or any topic or accuse me of dying or losing or blaming, am not bothering anyone doing my best, not okay and figuring out life without making mistakes no one who is fighting or builds an audience or shares insights on voices, is not about me staying well or blogging, or share my story or lose an ability to write well, am not a person who recovers and stays well able to help lucky not effort made you accuse me not being able to handle a subject or being accused not okay, is not about being unaccepting of messages or mental health, not everything needs to get confused or end up in lawsuit no one I’m fighting or supported or standard the public wants to be able to be accepted is very serious, am nobody alone who’s voice you don’t trust or think is sick or different than my voice on my website someone loved or who dated and reconnected, is no one trying to help or offer support given meds, recognizes collapsing and court, or reporting or getting a job, or websites or Instagram’s or code or connection to SCOTUS someone who needs to be alone to deal with symptoms no one punishing anyone or well on their own not able to stay well, is not about being strong or building anything or having it taken away or making mistakes in life is not up to me what people think or get to decide my privileges or meds in life, it’s not law school or adderall or that keeps me strong or court not worth meds or emails to show up, is not about calling me scary or unhelpful or trash the value of my Instagram’s or do my best still get voices, nothing stupid I should almost die, is not about me being helped or expose me as sick, I can’t change what people think or how they view content and life, it’s not up to me or my audience. I think time away from blogging or hospitalization was viewed as stupid not about me taking care of myself or calling me bad, I discussed voices which are real to me called auditory delusion nothing reflective of people in real life or confusing my audience or need to talk to anyone something everyone needs to know to not care what help is for, is nothing I have or difficulty anyone improved or honest who is well, need to get sick or explain or be forgiven nothing I’ve ever subjected anyone to risk or mistake or misinformation.

Note: update 4/10/24 >>> #researchforhate (cc: #handsoff and #elonmusk Tesla owners safety concerns):

New Computer, New Website = Solution ….. I’m not gone! #hillaryclinton mark my words ….