So my website was deleted during the time my domain name was up for sale (I get the point) I didn’t get into my other WordPress account in time to renew no big deal, and my account was deleted from Weebly. At least I can buy my domain name honest in times of devastation. Hopeful and successful in supporting others with no history of bullying or defamation of bad comments or dealing with hate issues as represented through the telling of my story or record my efforts or public demonstrations not denounce my work ethic or websites created in the positive.

I’m working hard I can start over take breaks pace myself change meds deal with public scrutiny or being hurt can handle how code is represented overall I’m not stupid and brave for sharing my life in public and don’t need to change or deal with voices or what if’s in life I think when the time comes to make voices a real subject is not to use my story or medical history or symptoms as excise for misunderstanding who I am or how I was hurt and damaged I think I’ll get through it I am concerned for everyone’s health I addressed a tough subject clearly and confidently and have provided solution to all political groups in spotlight at this time with respect and don’t deserve to be accused of stuff I’m not guilty of. I’ve been nothing but honest and brave and thoughtful uncomfortable but informative none the less. Not a joke. I think we have stopped and disabled me many times it’s not prevented voices for me to suffer, the public’s concerns can better be addressed by a representative that is respected for being apart of solution not get me wrong as to how all of life is working out or question what life is based on health or wellness not consider me a strong member to solution, help in confidence is hard work not untimely or too late or too much or missing the point or not the person I am described as a journalist “someone who gets it.” That is my solution not guilty to build another website be taken off meds listen to my medical care not be blamed for a low heart rate or accuse me of missing adderrall or any meds. I didn’t share my story to prevent me from living life or be called bad things that’s not why I’m alive is dangerous to be accused not a joke and all those threats were reported.

Response to #handsoff Barack Obama allowing messages, Trump, and Elon Musk with respect to lawsuits (voices) and permissions to create content luck to be well survive two hate websites fortunate to be funded for my legal education grateful for whatever meds or medical care I’m given grateful to survive a lot and able to work or apply or build another website. Everything takes time. No I’m not suicidal no I don’t belong in a hospital. No I’m not guilty. I’ve been theft a lot I don’t need everyone to know me or face criticism for voices in life or use any writing as a basis for anything bad happening to me or anyone is not true.

I just have to take care of myself and be in control of my own life and innocence and represent myself I can’t afford to not be loved or not belong or be bullied or accused of any diagnosis is not about yow I see things or mistake anyone’s innocence or help in life for hurt I think it’s about recovering improving and believing in myself not needing anyone being independent and able to work on any meds I’m given I don’t think it’s deserved given my strength and honesty to struggle with stating well or change medical care after informing the public multiple times it was not my fault don’t need to change my content or arguments in life if it’s my life I’m preserving with respect to everyone’s limits and happiness. Why would I be successful or be accused or confuse diagnosis of issues so late in life is difficult but something I’m coming to terms with.

Why come down hard on me for disability. Or require continued public discussion of symptoms no matter what meds I’m on is not hard to accept not being accepted on the basis of diagnosis I’m not trying to control how my life looks or what’s being done to me to communicate to everyone I’m only responsible for myself. I can’t keep getting hurt for every time I make the effort confuse my sense of being alive for a person hurt who doesn’t deserve to be accused of hurting anyone and who doesn’t need to be hurt to hurt others if my family or make a point or prove or allude in the negative to wrongful death or consider any of my posts as not helpful or thoughtful is not about life luck risk comprehension or reversing anything is not ideology related to a condition of mental health I never misrepresented or stopped applying for jobs worked hard to work and work hard to not cause problems and know my place and not contact anyone or get hurt not bother anyone. This is not what life is about how to understand sickness by rejecting me from consideration as to all of life and code.