I’m aware that a person who is considered God is not the cause the death so by connecting empowered is not a power given exchanged or drained or can’t be recovered no offense to men or women.

Even if no one can handle being me or being bigger than me.

I know I have “a” power in life. Not to be mistaken as a threat who I am strength. (Edit)

That doesn’t mean my power makes others uncomfortable or unlucky.

To me I said live with your mistakes.

I said writing more doesn’t always represent the truth like a article on Lisa Marie Presley I wrote was used against me like two articles I wrote about Todd or a judge were identified issues by me credited to them in a way causing a side against me.

Because I said talking more is not helping me is trying to make this true not helpful not secure means identifying what’s true the more I write to make sense for either ….

A mistake repeats itself until a solution is found. For everyone starting with nothing in these weeks recovering changing meds not blogging.

They were so offended by my life misused me wasted time trying to understand or identify criminals or offenders I have no traits or characteristics in common with or issues.

(Find statement on focus and God). 

If me losing is nothing on my 12 steps as a stated fear it’s not in my head means it’s not going to happen.

I consider me losing is them trying to argue if I’m losing something bad could happen to accuse me of losing to accuse fires of happening or lie deny the entire truth of website and book writing copyright request for permissions cal state bar.

Was the point addressing without a filter …. I’m not pretending I do all the dirty stuff I didn’t say that’s not human math as a defense to something existing not man made as a problem that a human can’t fix.

Before I died it’s like what do you want from me something bad to happen what does hurting me supposed to amount to what do you want to see happen hurting me with no limits.

Why I made that joke to not recommend speakers at the mic I remember Florida they spoke but imagine if they kept speaking and it happened.

That’s the gamble to help it could be your fault.

It’s not about who’s the solution when everyone got to make money go out date and doesn’t have to risk their freedoms can’t afford to be wrong or guilty.

I’m sorry in all confidence for good work completed I said start the clock start grading me now.

That’s not my presence ask Kevin Costner to grade me on public presence.

If there’s a belief voices can’t be reversed convincing me I’m this person I’m not how is that being used related to losses by calling me reject or loser trying to connect things to me to blame me a woman who can give birth and date is not used up or mentally ill not on drugs and doesn’t drink.

I didn’t say code is making fun of me if I’m doing all the hard work and mental labor writing.

If voices can’t be reversed.

Voices don’t like blame.

The positive is hurt when things are good, not given time to relax watch film sober up change meds adjust talk about hospital, the negative happening is no ones responsibility voices or not and I know I’m expected can be used to help establish solution with permissions not give up but no one is going to remind me or tell me what to do I said to work on starting with nothing is what I went through leaving law school what has amounted to solution is nothing I would sacrifice break misuse or pretend is easy.

If I’m manipulated then the timing of something bad happening (to recognize discontinued voices in observation of fires or bad happening and returning without an invite or permissions from me or mistake).

Not sacrifice solution emails everytime there’s a problem or voices not be controlled.

Then not be treated as predictable.

10 yr commitment doing everything right to maintain correspondence.

I don’t enjoy disclosing.

But to respect my focus not something talk about in therapy an easy subject OJ or Brady.

Rules: 

Clear looking back 

Pulitzer was timing important 

Use everything before 

Use everything after

To solve I told Todd use my Instagram and connect me.

Doesn’t deserve to be bullied.

They want to know what caused death.

So that’s your job the homocide code.

I’m not in my room no one is sick turning away bothered. (An LLC joke willing to take responsibility start accounting for bad reactions in life and accept the terms I’m called and on that basis of disagreement we can establish some kind of system of not mistaking me for offending anyone or so sick or so stupid anyone smart would commit a crime or so made fun of accuse OJ or being the code to say I know nothing or code is making fun of me question why I’m alive or decide how 39 years of life were lived. Mistake me for someone stupid). 

Why after my 12 steps naming everyone I admired of course men can be hurt if everyone hates me that doesn’t make me an offender I’m of value can earn $4000 a month and write motions with no directions I identify the issues told several times to do something until I figure it out get it right.

I’m not trained.

I said it’s sad I never got a boss to mentor me.

And now I’m 40 a company but I provide for everyone so no one has to fret wearing orange and the economy booms it’s not about what’s on me aware of delusions not having sex on my end it’s about if I know have experiences I can predict what’s next reading a book that doesn’t mean it’s okay to try to predict me and call that your gift.

Then make fun of me randomly saying I was on the on the roof asked about body cam footage before we were told anything.

So that’s not luck when I say something that’s not with the intent to act like I can see something no one sees or I know something we are not told as though life is comfirming a truth relative to my gift or anyone’s gift.

(Edit)

Statement Written after sharing the above. Continued discussion.

I’m filtered because if porn is the identified issue in common to gun violence and crime is the issue sought to be prevented then discontinued love or dating in place of observing losses is proper not mistake anyone’s innocence or business decisions as mistake period, these are all efforts and representations of life significant. If the issue and sex is a concern, to not be a cause for delusion would to not posses or have something on my end or be doing anything graphic to cause anyone else to see something they don’t like why I share online and suggested I’m watched. I’m also someone who is not in a place of prayer insensitive to issues someone who’s writing is online, graduated, someone who admits to suffering not writing or being fought not writing or doesn’t keep pills in my room to prevent overdose also someone who identified suicide to be a decision you regret or a bad reaction not someone dishonest or selfish not mindful or has not been treated enough times to be allowed to move forward doesn’t need to lose everything get sick again or be put in a hospital for any reason not accuse me of not being at peace or disturbing anyone’s peace consider me someone who you think court means to not do anything or expect me to live life not working with no blog off line with a condition of voices not deserved to not be allowed to do anything in life. I’m aware of what I see being mimicked by what’s around me. If seeing me is proof of whether or not to trust me or to see how I’m doing then not seeing me should not amount to distrust or sickness or not know how I’m doing not trust punish me for content creation or writing breaks is not my intent to get voices or chaos or publish work I’m not comfortable with, is everyone’s peace for me to be proud of my website and earn a following, something you work hard for can be lost, and I’m beginning to realize how I’m being punished in life and think about why I’m being punished, then think about all the positive moments and times I reconnected and then think about why I’m losing everything to voices taking the time to work through issues on my own and do my best in spite of what I’m reminded of or what the lesson is, improve to figure out court, not need help in life, give up on taking on meds, not lose chances in life, not make my life worse by talking be mistaken as someone who should not talk who worked hard to be a writer not the solution to change it get rid or get rid of me.

To not cause sex.

I think misidentifying me is causing me to suffer from voices in a public way until everyone thinks something or consider everything better if I’m not feeling well give my power away freely as though I am strong without limits able to take or withstand pressures under any circumstances. I can’t find my comment on being judged as identifying mental health to describe a shooter or unknown suspect was offensive to me as a person who identifies themselves with the words mental health and by blog emailed Fox, and an example of a moment when how I respond is being used to judge me and in what ways I give power to anyone or neighbor to call for help in place of me, are examples of mistakes in life comparing one response crying to a later response as reports me to ignore an email to Fox News, or accuse me of not considering the purpose of causing me delusion to make me or others believe in sick accuse me of being unfit to help others and the purpose of making me sick you view as the solution for addressing crimes I’ve already addressed and called given permissions to help, aware of the potential for misuse of OJ as a concept recognize who I am whether or not you witness me calling police asking questions or calling 911 or explaining to court who I am or state my concerns have not lived life sick to tell me I’m sick to expect or force me to help criminals or sick people is not the solution and not what I deserve to be alive for defending shooters or types of people you are convinced commit crimes they are told by voices to do things accuse me of having no brain or bad actions expect me to be okay or disregard how I’m responded to by diagnosis not helpful in terms of jobs psychiatry or dating was lucky to be given adderrall or date, I’m spending the time now writing to improve my life, not ask anyone for help, get through difficult conversations without voices convincing anyone I’m controlled or manipulated or stupid or disabled is not helpful to me and is not helpful to others, and I don’t need to be changed to defend a class of people you need to hurt or accuse to improve. I’m sorry that you don’t identify me as identifying the big picture mistake anyone as fighting for me or believe a crime or major event must happen for me to work or have purpose in life not dictated as credit to types of violence anyone living a life too sick for anyone to care or so wrong is stupid and can’t help suddenly not independent or able to work with preference for continued observation satisfactory to a Judge or any treatment team who doesn’t know me, allowed to handle life and tough discussions on my own not okay with not working, not okay with blame. Maybe this is the lesson in not being good enough not making a good impression not being viewed as working hard enough, pushed to extremes and a Judge cannot recognize you as well or believes I am not comprehending something that more time away or telling me as a group what’s been decided for me, has anything to do with a job period. It’s hard for me to be well or be working hard in a job and be told I am sick, it’s hard for me to continue to face delays and changes during the time I’ve been in court, live a disciplined life where improvement shows it’s been earned. I think I worked hard to be well, if I’ve been worse not allow myself to self harm or be judged creatively for my recordings or data or face, if I’m not willing to go nuts or get sick or be rejected or be the joke or show properly I’m taking court seriously and rejection it’s clear the purpose for voices is not about my happiness or my wellness or my recovery or my progress. It’s clear if it’s about everyone else and how court is being interpreted it’s not clear if I’ve struggled or done the work on meds in treatment know myself not exposing anyone to any life or condition living life ungrateful or not of value fortunate to have a family or not clearly working hard to live up to expectations be apart of any team in life. If that’s the solution to ignore me, for everyone to coordinate and confront me, send me away or tell me I’m sick, it’s not me who is not aware of my own mental health on serious medications in life not the purpose judging me, or view writing as giving up on standards or quality in life or not taking risks with discomfort leave up what I sound like being tough or setting a boundary be accused of sounding trashy mean or sick or not tough. I think everyone has done their part and it’s up to me to prove who I am in life and figure out court on my own and what I can do in life to help others not need help from anyone, and do my best complaints or not, it’s everyone’s world and life not about what meds I’m on, who I know, the job, who hurt me, not view me as a patient, it’s about me figuring out court and showing up April 24, 2025 and being okay with not knowing if I’m going to well or not or how I’m going to manage discussing one new connection with clear awareness for the loss of Gene Hackman as a traumatic loss endured by someone I’m getting to know and support not endanger anyone’s needs in life for the sake of deciding for me what a lawsuit means or represents. I think I can do a better job of not scaring anyone by writing and accept that at no point proper accepted, no stats good enough reported, it’s not okay to accuse me of self harm when I stopped hitting my head and not to accuse me of overdose or suicide if I’m not hitting my head and not accuse me of lying about my mental health devalue the scientific contribution of my life to any community concerned with mental health the issue not being what’s hard for me easy for others. I may be upset I was able to work full time, going through too much I can’t withstand voices at work, and that’s my loss, I also don’t need to have a job or loss everything to look stupid to accuse me of making anyone else feel stupid is not the solution with regards to anyone’s health and confidence. If I don’t get to pick who’s wellness is to be celebrated and represents the kind of value and recognition of people’s concerns and safety needs that a DA represents, I need to figure out how why ok my own do I not respond those things to others and figure out how a lawsuit could be used to accuse me of not taking life seriously or not well enough to work, and that’s for me to figure out the issue with regards to my own health and progress set goals and do my best no one hurting me who was nice to me working hard to have chances in life okay with being alone to see whether I can get healthy being myself back to life and have no one love me or celebrate my health and wellness and that’s okay too.