These are Not Preventable Disasters I’m accused practicing mantras careful of not being mean at no later point in time someone sick or worse off trying to blame someone no one sees a bad concerned about the wrong the things of have an offensive confidence trying to appear innocent someone who didn’t fight voices after several efforts to battle in private records battle in public about my beliefs or matter what I turn into in support of what he says …

I did my best to be positive a person once creative recorded everything recorded talking to myself before podcasts became popular losing or asking for help in decimal of voices can’t meds no illustration of types of voices or issues possible with me accepted as considerate I did my best it was worth getting a job have something positive happening given stuff to focus on no place better about me being bothered or annoyed by anyone doesn’t mean I’m intolerant unforgiving disempower a confusing subject on voices that ruins love ways to take me away from love or being told to work harder pushed lucky to be helped given chances doesn’t mean I’m avoidant and he’s working harder than me at keeping records of my life comparing me to a person not in therapy or in psychiatry who openly dealt with his anger no typos of person or disclosure that tells court or anyone of what’s wrong with me a person married who saw me as worth it who got a divorce a person who’s experiences in life as an adult were challenges on meds no one was unaccepting of diagnosis I’m sorry I drank I don’t intend to be disabled worry anyone someone not strong cared for lying about disability small or not an adult confused or trying to pass for young whatever made me liked things have changed based on voices I didn’t change maybe I had a belief in a effort recorded by video ways solution could be achieved in a place of trust to show I am thinking of everyone’s someone supported who did their best to be positive suddenly not try or change or discontinue a system working for me someone who can’t handle a system who drinks to not write clearly and in public is what you think I’ve done wrong it’s unclear by content or breaks ever about me or my safety my love or my likes or photo capable of being helpful or by 4th step or Instagram hurtful not writing and blamed and forget months of life doing my best mean my blog posts were insincere insufficient let someone down who you continue to use hospital or punishment or politics to accuse me of not being worth it doesn’t make guilty or expected to fight voices a person who has done wrong failed battle voices a later demonstration of difficulty preventing a justice to people who have been harmed decide to create a common thread of blame as to me that leaves me unsupported or not trying hard enough to be in a place good enough to date someone who you accuse of habitual drinking keeping track of dates sober a month mean I’m in denial of any system making everything my fault or just let myself be blamed constantly criticized for being weird maybe the issue is not me stalking or address off “mass trauma” require innocent men of high standing no one hurt by me who I’ve tried to help or am at fault paranoid about seeing a dietician fail to see the solution I’m just using me for anything I think by the time terms are addressed no one is causing me to get voices picky or unimportant mean spirited or paranoid over a chop salad mean to make fun of videos or the police questioning me a poor reaction or insure insincere recorded interaction offered a chance to share how I want to help never required me to be blamed or be credited or be accused of causing a problem not in any system of wellness proper I think giving up was not proper and Justice Robert’s discontinued contact I’m sure at whatever phase it’s not safe to be anyone or someone who you don’t believe is protected by code accuse me of being capable of hurting a lot of people I don’t need to be called racist excuse for follower loss a period of writing openly or deleting based on hacking using my phone to manage data permanently delete overreact to number of posts said I wrote or shown not focused on the right things can’t handle a joke. If it’s not my peace it’s not my lesson if it’s not my race it’s not my belonging if it’s about helping many accuse me using bad words make me less than not belong having said something wrong suddenly mean I’m a joke or never changed not feminine an unsupported body type or improvement mean in uninspired …. It’s not about me not being thankful taking steps to live life clearly a person who struggled have not forgotten how I was or a discouraging example of someone who doesnt deserve support taking anything to far or become something offensive to someone nice to me how to make me not a Hollywood star about my hopes and dreams or body or country specific expectation support or loss of support mean I spoke well wrote openly said something wrong on a card published I don’t remember publishing mean I’m in denial don’t deserve love a person known who doesn’t have a dark past by voices or hospitalization anyone I tried to date respectful of peoples health learn that a meeting is for all proper instead of respecting rare chance to be loved and seen again and liked it’s not a type of person or power I’m looking for or level of strength or speciality mean I’m wasting time mistake 4 years of improvement someone clearly devastated by loss of companionship a person given attention and support and many chances to disconnect is no one trying to tell me to not do something about my faith or love or expectation of or period of years doing my best can still not be about me not being protected someone doing their best focusing on what they’ve done wrong without bothering anyone doing well someone who is now old ageist or picky about support someone you call not cool make fun of not cool am not place worst disrespecting anyone’s profession someone supported who you accuse as inviting danger and then say voices start when you take meds because that’s what tells voices you are awake ready for voices and go away off meds ignore a total life experience with no history of voices mean I’ve lost my sense of humor who I was hasn’t changed it’s not about me when considering everything overall use race or make death the subject or being called homocidal someone go no one saw poorly who allowed voices or terms to ruin my own life unclear as to the solution re: meds asking for help messing up a later not being deserving of help about me not handling life well or being mean or hostile at this point it’s not in my control how views on Instagram were taken away focus on anything you didn’t like calling off an investigation or lying anyone guilty undeserving of support not worth it a privilege or waste of time or how you make fun of emails proper make fun of emails or any system of emailing is at no point public or private not worth it or do wrong my story not worth telling or make death the subject a funeral photo or his introduction of me mean it’s my fault or losing be compared to him accused doing my best not trying to compete win outsmart lose or fail to detail standards a poor advisor in life of an untrusted audience not recognized as prayer or spiritual need to be insulted or demoralized in a way I never said anything mean to him if what empowers him is what is right about him and if what is wrong with me failing to fight voices doesn’t make or excuse and stage of losing to what he says in a place to inform an investigator his help is unnecessary anyone who needs to be prosecuted lose everything saying anything to further a charge all I wanted was him to stop being mean I already hurt myself by accident I’m not a fake disability at fault life stops being about you the moment you are forced to admit making mistakes in public not someone hurt got a website down a person who you blame me for being hurt based on how I am someone disabled doing her best to Instagram not using alcohol as excuse later accuse me of not being professional or human or a woman or not strong asking for help in difficulty make mistakes or witness change someone who doesn’t change until something bad happens was never an insincere experience my fault mean I have a big mouth can’t keep track of what’s my fault someone who acts like they know how to help experiences trauma or works hard or working on meds accuse me of being fired for some reason it doesn’t take a persons anger to tell me who I am or someone who supported me mad at me someone who later checked on me mean it’s okay to accuse my condition of being so poor or so sick that someone who friended me later recognized isn’t me critical of her dreams apart of her life resentful or the one post used to make fun of being pushed and my mom supported doing my best and honest worker return to life not some instant guaranteed ability saying things wrong or phone call to Pulitzer mean now’s the time to accuse me of not being in solution or offensive to standards once concerned with failing on all things I stood for someone less than blaming anyone I’m doing my best life isn’t about working for women or having experience mean I have trust issues or issues with women or accuse me of being gay liked as a friend proud of not judging a woman who works hard isn’t about who I am or who I am or not killing who I am or a group supported a change in support of health suddenly about what’s wrong with me period about me losing count of mistakes take down a difficulty an inaccurate or changed disposition unlike me not terms can explain about what I’ve done wrong can’t address hurtful terms be observed in dysfunction not working hard enough to address voices proper have anything to do with a website or all the ways he made me look bad accused me of violence or death about me taking meds or being on meds forget what I’ve done well openly losing to a website a bad attitude or series of emails I’m expected to be composed someone who mistakes people nice to me fur granted plating any game of being known or proper can’t address life as to what I’ve done wrong take to heart making fun of me using bad photos to call me disgusting a later shown photo album too late no one is more or less deserving of beauty other than who is balanced lives right free of hate mistake change argument or flipping out how you make my forget gone or accuse me of losing beauty speaking wrong a face study overtime non acceptance of my face confusing my face types or special because of accepting change on meds not someone enjoying things in denial of unsupported girl time or period in life straight is not the solution to accuse me of having issues with women not loving myself being selfish a reject a blame joke teamed up on experience … maybe I look bad tearing hard for every reason voices continue instead of calling me sick or disagreement about what’s sick about word you use to hurt my feeling not care what I look like someone go can’t handle a word that helps others a word commonly used the population who uses a word that a word is said to accuse me of being hurt by a word women use and accuse my sexuality as wrong or unrecorded something that just happens or about me taking photos to solicit for love when it was me who recorded my activity proper not lying discontinue modeling unclear what prompted voices or punching my head or what exposures of photos make fun of bullying or make fun of how I can tell when voices can occur someone not loved who’s sexuality is made fun for there to be no layer acceptance or effort a system I’m failing to do the work discontinue following my heart putting others first not a neutral location or getting sick or suffering refuses care or on meds to tell me why I get voices any solution medical that everyone accepts as the cause someone who works hard who takes meds did my best to adjust about my timing in life or having it good then getting sick and being wrong not cool or racist or using race or money as excuse to value myself or person who loses purpose in life or someone who is going to end up in jail preventing a happy ending or in control of how that happens not a threat or improper address of what I’ve done wrong not a state joke or certificate or offensive to any cause a person who curses or a struggle prominence not worth the vulnerability of a victim anyone who I help who you later accuse me of being dishonest or decide to make anything my fault a person of no faith can’t handle life managed or someone who makes mistakes on public not how our should lose voices or website a take on life or masculinity that you accuse me of not being a woman some paranoid rape joke person you beat up make fun of discipline say I’m unpredictable complaining or losing isn’t about him winning about making fun of my distress not checking working on earning a take down someone fought who declares I’m not fought for speak to people supported viewed as normal can’t accept my disability accuse me of suffering a difficult you call means I’ll an offender insult my life with recognized interest in women excelling a sore loser or nothing about me anyone claiming to be the inspiration not know my place what about life and success have not spoken well enough to about me speaking poor or writing a gender specific poetic take on a nightmare thoughts I was kidnapped found the missing women I could hear unrelated ….

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