In a general way I’m sorry for however my life worked out inspired worked hard spent many years off meds confused as to a condition or diagnosis or cause of voices. And maybe there will never be a cure for something that’s easy for others to comprehend how a person is punished or forced to be called things unclear of my own potential what means I’m going to make it a person who acquires a following anyone who loosely discusses life misidentifies who I am or what support is or doesn’t know what friendship or recovery is for one of the best ways to make sure I am not someone who offers solution who doesn’t live up to any promises exception a person who needs to experience a great a job or put forward a serious effort to work full time trying hard for things or masking a disability or going through something I did my best to not upset or blame anyone mean I’m in a job and no one’s proud of me and don’t belong how I should experience life no one caring for my safety no system of voices or work ethic good enough ….. without hesitation maybe I will never figure out dysfunction and maybe will never be remembered or a person who was on a trashy website living life stupid a wannabe blog success identity theft drama mean it was okay to steal money and pretend or involve someone famous who doesn’t know me mean I’m so stupid i get weird jobs robbed make fun of me getting robbed accuse me of being so stupid people check on me to make sure I’m okay.