You can do your best and be punished and lose support be ridiculed lose jobs, lose respect, experience difficulty, be apart of, not be apart of, needed, loved, protected, not protected or hurt, fun, a person of value, misunderstood, perform well, nor perform well, do your best, get well and stay well, make decisions, experience hardship, changes in medical care, changes in Attorneys, all of life is a challenge nothings perfect, not especially solution worth the risk or not see the value in honest work, medicine changes, or court dates, or reflect on the timing of mistakes and still be a good person not lose sight of having a purpose in life no matter who’s telling you to not do things or how treatment looks, or how voices are addressed or light referencing to purposes of fame or “game” or require perfection to stay well or a belief in you, or publish information private or not disclosed let yourself get hurt in life, or to extremes struggle in public or suffer losses forget any lesson in life, or take granted forms of support including my public presence or honesty or updates on court or time spent battling upsets no matter what’s I’ve said well, or who’s defended compared me to me, I don’t think anyone plans to get sick who is well, or writes online for the purpose of dealing with problems associated to bullying isn’t a waste of time or pointless or require an audience a job, love, or crime or major upset, to justify or make apparent based on me and my mental health or writing or image am no one who would allow something to happen me or face difficulty and be taken off meds, is not me imagining hurtful terms or asking for help or not managing a condition on my own, disconnect or do worse on my own, is no life I would wish for anyone to go through who consists themselves a person able to help others. I guess the lesson I’m bullying and taking meds away and not allow blogging (purpose in life reason to be alive) I don’t think I’m allowing for analysis of any crimes occurring mistake my struggle as pointless published or imagined or in court and it’s difficult mentally I need meds to stay well, so I don’t think I’m losing doing my best or make fun of my writing or what I can or can’t do, I don’t think I misinterpret life see the good in others don’t live a scary life or able to be online or in court anyone who can handle rumor ….. I think it’s hurtful to call me delusional or call voices because of meds ….. so I don’t think school shootings are occurring because I’m suffering or having difficulties and I don’t think the solution is affected by everyone being well and staying positive not anyone alive or who needs to rest, or needs to get hurt again by someone, wind up with difficulties no one can help me with, is not how to punish me for blogging working attending court, offering support, make fun of dysfunction relapse or voices, maybe no lesson tough enough is justified or outcome or crime so terrible the last thing anyone needs is for me to get sick and please don’t misunderstand all my help and advice as a person who never existed or say what happened to me is court is guilt or justice or any other reason in life, both be upset when I go private, not appreciate writing or any decision on meds, and please don’t expect any problems to go away by getting rid of me, and not talking to me.

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