Even if you cry breakdown collapse feel alone end up in the hospital fight for your life, battle voices or demons or whatever issue is brought up through you, this is you and your life and you should be allowed to do and say everything you can to help make a positive difference no matter what others think or stuff people say to scare you or intimidate you or darken your spirit or dirty your hands, this is your life and your job to live this life no matter how hard anyone tries to hurt you. Know that God is protecting you (SCOTUS) and it doesn’t matter who you are or what your diagnosis is everyone is given a chance to help in life and you don’t need to be perfect so do your best to stay alive, not get beat up, hacked, tormented, bullied, or spend inordinate amounts of time talking to the police who cares this is your life live it as you wish and do your best, it’s better safe than sorry, better to stick up for yourself and those you care about than be used to speak for other stuff that doesn’t represent you well and your cares in life there is always a way through. No matter the rumor the thought the sickness you can get through anything youre meant to live life.

Court went well today grateful for showing up, speaking in public, doing my part, saying everything possible to make things better and live an honest life.