I think we forget what lawsuit means and what solution is for found in wellness or achievement and in praise for work or effort or accolade received or undervalue connection in life anything you have others do not, or an ability to succeed and just stay well even if there is something against you or issue poorly address who I am and mental health, or mistake the concept of love or photography as stuff about who your with be judged by, I think it’s a hard life to stay well and be judged by people not in public you know and still be fit respected as human and professional not require me to represented by men or embarrassed by issues having to do with other peoples insecurities including power and sense of reality that doesn’t need me to be defamed or ruin my life to make a point about everyone else not the solution or something you just don’t see it gets brought up difficult or not seen or addressed by blog worsen a condition or symptom or take time to get well. Ultimately that’s the point of staying well, and public speaking, not call mental health, offline take meds away don’t work stay sober not contact anyone be stable isolate or stay home or anyone who speaks online with a condition, not well or subject anyone else to sickness to not mindful, is a really big issue, to be someone who can work be on any med and take time to get well get strong again, no one who deserves to suffer or be hurt stuff you just handle and keep going and expected to stay well in life, and I’m sorry if my confidence or race or ethnicity or arguments or political standing or connections in life name or comments are things you mistake as offensive or unclear on the subject of racism, I get the point. Most days I don’t want to blog, most days I don’t want to try, most days I don’t feel well, most of the time life doesn’t get better staying in communication with anyone hurting you, most things in life are hard to comprehend and not stuff you just say in private or public or get sick over symptoms or end up lost or disoriented in life an unreal experience in life unrelated to challenges ahead or a sense of life code patriotism politics celebrity pain loss memorial burial location or having a difficult time being disrespected, and dealing with voices I get. I think it’s hard for me to put forward the effort when it’s about criticizing my wellness, or about photos or sharing and getting hurt in the end what does what life want and how should one live life to a standard respected not end up disabled or punished or made fun of, that’s not fair that’s not deserved.