I think it’s easy to work hard and give up based on symptoms and in the end you have to decide to continue making the effort no matter what is said or no matter what symptoms you get deal with things as you go, living mindfully, not create for a confusing discussion of terms hurtful is not the solution. Give people time to be alone, and accept people for who they are, not based on what others say about them or based on how they are hurt in life. I don’t think it’s fair to get sick or struggle and don’t consider mental health a new problem or consider myself inexperienced at knowing myself and staying well, anyone online, without solution, or person who says things not believed, or in conflict to any other standard in life considered failing in respects inside of being honored for their life lived. It’s hard to work hard and based on everything overall considering war and crime and public health, not believed punished for mental health or for anything I write that requires effort and energy and time spent well working on something of value to me my website. I don’t think it’s an easy discussion topics I’ve experienced first hand, and unkind to how others feel, anyone living life sad or watching life not strong, I think we all do our best to be well and have faith in others life others and make others feel special, I don’t think it’s about money or quality of campaign or support provided, a losing or dying effort to help others, or consider mental health to extremes a foreign concept suicide or Didi Hirsch an organization or place specializing in suicide a conversation with a nurse in which a recommendation was made based on something I said not yet and don’t plan to be in place take anything personally no matter where others are at. I think if I can’t keep up with standards speaking in private and if I forgo chances to work to focus on other things, I’m certain it’s not about a rise and fall or not mattering or lowering of standards or respect curbing any sense of humor with courage in the face of reality demonstrating effort in life nothing about what I see or am bothered by viewing a hurtful display of who I am, in a way no other woman is subjected to that kind of demoralization on any basis deserved, something to keep me from staying well or deal with voices long enough for it to go away is the problem. I think the best solution for figuring out what everyone wants is to be alone, stay well, and not take chances in life with reputation image and life or get sued for things I’m not, be punished for who I am and my campaign and my effort and system of handling life on my own, nothing you make fun of, or mix up happiness or content or money or looks or career or connection or success as stuff not the problem who knows me. Everyone loves matter, I don’t think it’s about who is loving you or make light of being made fun of in public hurtful and affecting my mental health, is not fair to me to work hard give up my career in law or based on voices be punished over what’s real and change the purpose for my blog to serve an alternate purpose of supporting things that are not me, or view a mental health struggle past bullying and humiliation and voices an irrecoverable loss of life not a court or punishment or mindset or love or person or money or celebrity or punishment deserved. Continue to set a good example even if you get hurt, continue to think about symptoms and how you can make your life better, continue to try and make changes and deal with things as the day brings, continue to not give up even if you face difficult mentally or self harm, no one is in a life to be controlled or tormented or not credited for the work they’ve completed towards solution, certainly not about not about justifying humiliation or bullying, or voices, I think you get what you deserve in life, and if you work hard you get to stay well, I don’t think anything it’s easy or just looks difficult or inviting or person you just change by photo or by story or by connection or by voices is often times not about the diagnosis or issue with me or my happiness, but about why do I work so hard and push myself and if I get tired and I am doing my best not be judged for being emotional or for my struggle. I think it’s great that people meet me and talk to eachother and observe me and make decisions for me forms of help, not people who are nice to me, and call my campaign delusion or in control of how life works or the sense of humor or strength found in each individual a subject as someone strong, handling difficulty on my own and not causing problems or allowing for myself to get sick based on how I’m hurt that’s the lesson in being alone, and being a good person, not be judged by the voices you get in life or what you hear or report, I don’t think we are building for acceptance of me, by punishing me or observe me being hurt, not a contest, or about life on a level I’m losing or a poor example of life below standard, life’s going to be however it is with or without me and that’s the lesson in battling symptoms and almost dying, nothing I should be punished for or something about mental health I’m not focusing on. I consider blogging being apart of solution. I don’t think it’s fair it’s too work hard, or suffer for no reason, after someone hurts me makes no sense. If I need time alone, not going to hell, not a bad person, not giving up, sober, off meds, not talking to anyone that is helpful to everyone.