At a time like this people want support and compassion and help and now is not an easy to provide content or deal negative feedback in form of voices, create unnecessary and unwanted stress as to the meaning if life and doesn’t require philosophical argument or question of me in terms of how everyone feels, to say my diagnosis prevents me from working and helping others and blogging is true and the reality of my suffering is that I’m not always going to be consistent in writing online. The most difficult part about life is dealing with difficult people whether it’s a voice, real, pretend, a joke, a diagnosis, there’s no limit to being tested in life for who you are and remain a good person and keep it together at all times, this no substance can explain or audience prepared for fighting no one wants to hear it no one wants to see it no one wants to get hurt no one wants to be bothered by it, what is it that people don’t like so much that you have to identify people as things you just take your emotions out on or blame and call that a solution for what, hate, again it’s not about how I’m hurt or what I sound like that’s in poor taste or relevant as to voices about who I am or am not speaking for in life, let’s not get confused, about who’s been hurt me, let’s not get all rallied up in a way that you team up on people in life or get rid of people or just destroy campaigns and effort and call that imagined or delusion or call work nothing or call people mean stuff for no reason, then who am I speaking to both the mean voice and to reality with acceptance for the mean feedback and still live life and write speaking openly helpful to anyone who is struggling dealing with fighting conflict and negativity and any mean voice period whether it’s real or not real.