It’s never too late to lighten up. Live life, not bottle up, hole up, in your cave of sorrow alone with voices, take my word for it connect, be social, stay sober, go to treatment, give up on adderrall just let go, and go with the flow. You get to live one day at a time with small goals or big goals, I’m so frustrated right now I’m proud I got on the treadmill for 5 mins, made the effort even if I’m getting voices, and that’s the spirit, no pill is going to make you feel good and motivated all the time to do stuff and keep going it’s up to you to get moving and battle that battle with poise and have a sense of pride in your mental health and how you look, not let the diagnosis hurt your feelings or what other people think. This is your life, if everyday is a battle like me recently, then everyday is a battle, we are all at different points in life just don’t give up and learn how to not let the voices get to you in life. You deserve to be happy and not wind up going nuts tormented and losing your mind over bullying and hurtful terms, it’s not up to you where others are at mentally in life, and it’s up to you to be in a place mentally fit to work help others and stay strong be reliable be helpful and be professional if that’s who you want to be like me.

I went out with my Mom. Outfits.