I think no one ever made mental health an easy subject or forgot to be hospitalized, or misunderstood being in a hospital, versus court, interchangeable, or about intelligence. At some point in time there has to be some acceptance for voices on some level, with recognition of me being hurt, that doesn’t require making voices true by hurting me, or bring up my sexuality and not accuse me of doing things wrong, or any dishonest human being online and public figure, scouts is not punishing me or anyone who is recommended or instagram of solution, not to ruin career and reputation, with hate, and expect someone to just recover or need treatment for feeling stupid, or being in court, no no one can solve that, not the terms not the system of voices, no meds, no one can cure whatever it is causing voices, expect requiring me to deal with it, not get mental illness, be able to handle subjects, and not lose my life to others preferred, thats not justice, and thats not the solution thats not helping everyone, to take for granted my mental health and education and good work and honest effort, is never okay to accuse me of harassment, or worsen my health and physical health or scare me to death or decide that mental health is something not worth being around people for or something that court punishes you for, no one needs an excuse to not be punished, no one is doing well and fortunate getting voices, saying everything right or giving up or getting sick based on what was said right or how long it takes to be called things before others are okay with you. Its clear the solution is not meds, therapy, or how I identify, or who I love, is no one hurting me, is clearly the issue, what is prevented what hurts and why things are happening and who’s fault is that, not a mental illness, requiring a legal education or fitness, to simply care and simply ones life do less and stay home is not a protest, its not the wellness of others, confidence or sense of humor that is of concern whether Im present or not present I will never be able to make everyone happy, or be important enough to not get voices, and that we have to allow for everyone to live life independently, no one who’s story is shared you take for granted and bring up fame in the negative, or accuse me of being improper or stupid, sometimes its the diagnosis that ruins the story or the words that hurt your feelings enough to end with a result that is helpful for everyone, in terms what everyone believes and the importance of being positive, Im doing my best to stay well, I was able to work and was doing well, and got sick for no reason, no one is lying or being unfair or practicing sex wrong or should be okay degraded or made fun of, who allows that, sometimes its not what you consider a threat about being good enough for everyone to handle life on a level that you dont get called sick, and lawsuit is not misunderstood as calling you sick, I think being alone is the solution, maybe whats most important is staying home, and refrain from being in contact with others, if everyone is doing okay, its not my job to lead or make choices or be given a harder life, based on court, not open for misinterpretation or insult, at your best you may not be good enough, and it may never be good enough to accept the work of law enforcement or politics or sobriety or love, and thats disbelief, people dont have to trust or care for people, no one was loved by everyone and helped many people, didn’t measure up or turn out to be something unimpressive, no song or connection or movie is responsible for a take on life, to consider reality as meeting the needs or occurring naturally on its okay, and still record my influence, the risk is not who I am on the inside or what I react to, its the past that is going to change and its the present so destroyed by voices, that anything a joke or major decision to just destroy my work, no one is offering support, or almost dies for no reason after working full time, no one you need to publicly shame or not support, or accuse of being wrong, sometimes you have to allow for people to get back to normal and help others, not wait until its too late, everyone will trust their own judgment and how they feel, and no wellness should be lost, to any conversation or not being okay with being made fun of thats not the love, and thats not helpful or mindful address of losses, accusing anyone from an important story of being stupid, or mistake my life, as affecting others, or about money or luck or being fortunate to be well or talk, or end up sick by bullying, trust that life will work out in favor of whomever it chooses, even if they dont choose me, support me, help me, identify with me, need me know me, reject me, in the end the problem isn’t me or sense of reality so difficult or hard to handle ask the government for support, nothing pathetic or anything you talk $hit about mental health for and not have concern of what a hospital is for.