I didn’t let anyone down, or make mistakes deserving of humiliation, and the reality is I dont have to be online or share my story or write emails or share photos or help at all, and thats acceptance and a defeative attitude, its impossible to live life, if people think you are stupid fat and ugly and dont believe your photos, and worse yet not caring who you love, or your mental health, and also not caring for what the solution for school shooting prevention is, Im sure its not hurting me and wrongfully accusing me of being offensive, if you do not believe me, the solution is not about offending me, or require a school violence victim, who spoke and raised concerns and issues, the solution is not the diagnosis or ignore a website that many people saw, the problem is not whats in me, or what others are thinking, the problem, is not court or require punishing me, this issue is not that Im mean, or a larger truth that means Im stupid or dont get it, or dont have money for a specific reasons, or not okay with being accused of using drugs and disregard job applications, friendships, and taking the LSAT, at no time depending on state mentally ill, or ever not well, or undeserving of friends, going through a lot and a better study of school shootings, is not to make fun of my education, or issues in life, not hear my story, or bully me, or call me racist, then the complication is voices, the issue to overcome is every time I hear something or issue brought up by voices, how is that supposed to be processed or registered in regards to my own story, or words to encourage prevention and wellness, its not me who is racist, or lived in a State anyone you call racist or make fun of my 20s, is no ones business when I dated, and nothing you accuse me of being sick or hurtful, or think Im in court or okay to call me terms, then who am I fighting, do voices represent the public or who, where are voices coming from, why does it make sense to bully me, how is that not helpful to anyone I know not the solution, including school shooting victims, I think the mistake in ever caring or getting sick, is that no one cares if you went to law school or sober, or care who loved you, or what voices do to your mental health, not everything is an easy acceptable subject, and its not about me not mattering, or imagine I just got hurt and make myself look bad and sound stupid with voices, then its not clear what the solution is who is taking things too far, clearly me suffering or being in court is not solving the issues with concern for everyone else, and Im not selfish, or not loved, or deserve to be misunderstood or accused of stuff, Im not in court to please everyone, or force me to live life calling me mentally ill, and give me voices and hurt me, then I dont have to be alive, if thats what you do to people, and call that gender and sexuality, no one lied to you or hurt you, or is a live unsupportive of you, no one works hard you mistreat or call names, and make fun of and expect me to be alive, or die by accident, and not care about my family, and not everyone needs to get hurt or affected, or issues to occur to confirm or adjust reality to better suit a blog post or require me to write for others, or be blamed, then its not worth writing if Im getting hurt or ridiculed, its not my honesty and arguments or mental health or high school experience or issue bullying or obesity and Im sure that David Hogg is working hard, and everyone has accepted life on some level, that we dont need to give me mental illness and give me voices, to make me not belong, thats not what Im alive for thats not what Im in court for, Im not alive to be the joke or say I dont make sense, and its because Im sensitive and get hurt to extremes, its not me posing the danger or friendship you ridicule photos, or take me away from my own wellness, no one is hiding or requires meds, and just struggles not affecting anyone or someone you blame mental health or alcohol or drugs and dont respect, thats not why Im alive, thats not the solution.