Don’t worry about money your health comes first. It’s all about staying well that’s how you are helped that’s how you stay balanced that’s how you are supported and that’s how you don’t get sick. One of the biggest lessons you’ll learn in life is passing information through you not the biochemical reaction in your body that shows whether you of harm to self others, that’s the misunderstanding if lawsuit, you get bothered, you get rejected, you get refused medical care, they don’t prescribe you, you have difficulty talking and helping others and staying centered. And that’s the lesson even if sick do you take it out on yourself or others and that’s the misunderstanding of mental health that’s it’s contagious and that’s the problem with money and jobs you think money and job makes you normal then think hospital means you are weak and sick and the problem is not the rumor but in staying well and being level headed. You can’t make everyone happy not everyone will value your good days or see your bad days. But just do your best and not take anything personally not even rejection or difficulty finding medical care, everyone deserves to be given the meds they want and need. I have two cardiology appointments this week and next week. I’m going back to my Cedars psychiatrist. I was not feeling well on provigil and PHP was recommended. You can never do enough always pushed broken told to get a job or file for disability to get a check and no one cares about the full time job you had in law or 3 paid jobs in law and that’s the problem with giving up and too many people getting involved in your medical care. Do what makes you happy. Not be judged as though you don’t need meds then expect you live disabled, who needs that.