That’s 9 months and 22 days, and proud. Reaching a new milestone of 9 months. In 65 days I’ll be 1 year sober from adderrall and alcohol. It’s not been easy there have been ups and downs and medication changes but at least I’m not self-harming anymore, that used to be the problem with taking adderall. Life without adderrall is possible, and being able to function without it has been a blessing. I can’t imagine a better life than the one I’m living now. Reconnecting with friends and family in a way that is positive. Getting back that trust has been hard work I wasn’t the easiest person when I was on adderrall others would become frustrated with me, some gave up on me, and others wouldn’t talk to me, but things are better now. I feel better, and all my relationships have improved. 

I remember being hospitalized on various occasions for self-harm and mental health issues. I remember when I collapsed after staying up for 5 days on adderall and how much that scared my family and almost died had organ failure January 2025. The point is to never give up no matter what there are ways to get help for feeling suicidal or overdosing on medications you don’t have to go down that road in life. Call 988 the suicide prevention hotline, seek therapy, talk to your psychiatrist there are meds for just about anything these days. I hope that by sharing my experiences you realize that you’re not alone and I’m here to support you too for whatever you go through in life.