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  • What Can’t Be Overcome Amended ….

    What Can’t Be Overcome Amended ….

    There are certain things you learn the hard way in life that once you fail to meet an expectation regardless the reasons put forth for anothers decision as to making a deduction about you identifying the problem with you, it will always be too late and more harm caused than good, when wellness isn’t appreciated…

  • Different Year Different Hurdle …

    Different Year Different Hurdle …

    Each year will be different, and I’m sure it’s not just me asking myself this. With mental health there are good years and bad years, and mostly you are just learning about yourself in the process. I would say that any moment that illness is prolonged is simply about not having a system down that’s…

  • CBT: Cognitive Distortions …

    CBT: Cognitive Distortions …

    Today in PHP we learned about cognitive distortions. What are cognitive distortions? “Cognitive distortions are internal mental filters or biases that increase our misery, fuel our anxiety, and make us feel bad about ourselves.” [1] We are continuously processing information and the shortcuts we create for ourselves help us with this burden. But what happens…

  • Hustled & Emergency Demands …. (Dropped Care)

    I was dropped as a patient and diagnosed with “schizophrenia” and suffered embarrassment and public humiliation and I recovered anyways hospitalized or not, and if it’s not about mental health and if “voices” differ for me than everyone who gets voices why are my voices labeled bad? So it’s not my frustration it’s questioning the…

  • Email to Brady, scotus, NY DA, and my Attorney ….

    Email to Brady, scotus, NY DA, and my Attorney ….

    Early in my recovery off adderrall I put forward a solid effort and more of me was required to complete this program and given a hard time upon starting adderrall again 20 mg because of doing the treadmill all night spontaneously walked 15 miles, which shows the benefits of no voices for 33 days ….…

  • Email to #MargotRobbie …

    Email to #MargotRobbie …

    cc: to #scotus and NY DA and my Attorney. The email listed for her online doesn’t work! Dear Audience: Please excuse the format. ——————————————- Hello, (Letter) —————————————— This is Leslie Fischman, former law student, with a Masters in Law, aspiring paralegal and blogger online. I shared briefly an about me on IMDb and all my…

  • Friendship After Disability …

    Friendship After Disability …

    When you have friends you never worry about not having friends. Getting diagnosed with schizophrenia was one of the most painful time periods in my life in recovery and took the longest to get going and back up to speed. It also caused me unreasonable amount of difficulty mentally accepting voices as symptom and being…

  • What does prevention mean to me? ….

    What does prevention mean to me? ….

    Getting help isn’t an admission to having done something wrong you are responsible for, these are conditions, and either you can weather the storm or something is hitting you or others that is preventing communications from happening to determine whether there’s something wrong with you that bothers others just do your best and don’t accept…

  • It’s ManCrush Season …

    It’s ManCrush Season …

    So this Month’s People Magazine features Sexiest Man Alive! And just came in the mail, and just added a new friend to my Instagram “Glen Powell.” It’s actually been months maybe more than a year since Ive messaged others, took a break, erased some stuff, and now Instagram has lifted the restrictions on me sending…

  • A Dose of Positivity …

    A Dose of Positivity …

    I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately, what makes me happy. What are my needs and wants, and of absolute necessity. I think over the years, I’ve changed a lot but some things remain the same. Companionship is definitely on the top of my list of must haves, which at 38 years old comes…