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Continue reading →: Mental Health is Not Game ….I’m sorry for what happened to me. But mental health is not a game and recovery is not guaranteed or happening in an instant. Based on my understanding of myself health “bipolar is not contagious.” So no matter where I fall in spectrum of diagnosis or how “voices” as assessed.…
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Continue reading →: I’m Working Hard Because ….I’m grateful to be alive and lucky that I didn’t end up in the ICU, and I am lucky to still be alive after collapsing is nothing traumatic or something to remind me of my limits and no matter how fit or strong or connected or protected I feel that…
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Continue reading →: There’s No Lesser Evil in Life …..There’s no lesser evil in life to face other than hurtful terms, ever just words or things you just have to accept, be convinced that you are sick or be mistreated as though you are sick, try to live life and get hurt, be mistaken or forced to live life…
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Continue reading →: I’m Not Ignoring Symptoms After a Hate Website ….To be clear I’m not ignoring symptoms or anyone who is not doing their best to address all or reconnect someone who needs to be exposed or have stuff on me or be embarrassed or needs to be hurt, or called things that cannot be proven, stuff I’ve written about…
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Continue reading →: Regarding Hurtful Terms ….Whatever the voices are and hurtful terms, I’m sorry you feel that way and I’m sorry I cannot help you. There is nothing I can do to help anyone who thinks that or feels that way toward me, at no point blogging or sharing clearly will not be able to…
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Continue reading →: How is Life without Adderrall ….Life is fine without adderrall I’m making a lot of progress and moving forward, and staying productive since ending up in the hospital. It’s not something to be judged by mentally or physically on the basis of misunderstanding a photo or sharing is no down or moment to suddenly be…
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Continue reading →: Voices is a Messy Discussion ….Please just ignore the posts if they arise on voices and the boundaries being set as to my own health what my limits are with respect to my own progress can only say so much before getting hurt and it’s not been helpful to discuss and I just want to…
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Continue reading →: Lost in Thought ….Remind me to save my energy for therapy. Whenever I get lost going in circles thinking about life and asking myself all the whys of life trying to figure out where I am compared to where I was I just have to stop myself and be thankful I am well…
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Continue reading →: These are not stages ….
These are not stages anyone to know me better question Carusos innocence concerned with a yearbook unclear how what I share or value or access to something I value not a Babson ….. anyone sick who gives a blow job to go confides in the police as why he’s in…
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Continue reading →: Everyone’s Sense of Pride and Safety ….
Everyone’s Sense of Pride and Safety Arrival has been how as someone in a job the first to speak not someone who texts who asks a house manager is told no or encouraged to share in group a disclosure difficulty you are not amused by me drinking and crying laughing…






