In spite of everything I still write, even if things are not perfect. You can only do your best. Right now Im focused on my sobriety of over a month now, not drink, work on my temperament when I get voices, not leave home travel or call 911, and do…

This was deleted my phone died. I don’t appreciate voices trying to kill me using my words to kill me to fight me pretend to be people support John Cockrell retaliated try to make life about defaming me disrespecting me hurting me. Making his arrest about my death or me…

Reflection/Symptom: What is like going to bed with voices bothering me, saying please stop, what its like waking up and getting voices, and how its nothing to do with medication or anything that Ive said, thinking of all the created excuses, for witnessing my life, misrepresenting me, recovering and overcoming,…

At the time of my hospitalization I was battling voices and find solution through writing. Unfortunately due to being put on too many medications with a heart condition I collapsed after taking night meds, probably exhausted from battling voices. I was sober, I did not overdose, I did not intend…

It’s an unfortunate circumstance to get sick, or experience mental illness in public, not everything is related to rap, or the use of the word battle to describe overcoming something, or not or require getting sick again to be a failed effort to write a book on mental health, or…

One of the best ways to move forward is to spare your opposition the agony of defeat, which can arise through improvement, that fear of making other people feel bad or jealous, that sense of guilt you feel (whether that’s a voice) or a feeling or thinking about others, not…