<!– wp:paragraph –> <p>Then write a post on something about not getting your hopes up not knowing what’s real not be jealous too quick not be jealous of privacies not expect solution to be plentiful in constant production daily give time to think it’s ok to start with nothing and…

<!– wp:paragraph –> <p>When it’s serious what needs to be observed is being alone, focusing on my return to blogging, and my difficulties are not for entertainment or excuse any condition is and has never been the responsibility of someone else to correct or help me with. </p> <!– /wp:paragraph…

…. Resting following Doctors orders.

It’s taking awhile to think about what to say after getting sick, its not been an easy return to blogging, but I am doing my best to make the most of things and think about what Ive said, and continue to find solution for issues better discuss things so that…

After working on two books, and after disclosing treatments I underwent for voices, and forward about self-harm and overcoming that hurdle in life, including honest about how in August without writing overdosed on diet pills and if you view that as a suicide attempt or not handling a hate website…

Everyday is an opportunity to start over improve yourself life is not expected to know you console you believe you and may not always know based on the timing of life and by what is provided clear or convinced of any phase of recovery I’m sorry no time off meds…

In spite of everything I still write, even if things are not perfect. You can only do your best. Right now Im focused on my sobriety of over a month now, not drink, work on my temperament when I get voices, not leave home travel or call 911, and do…

This was deleted my phone died. I don’t appreciate voices trying to kill me using my words to kill me to fight me pretend to be people support John Cockrell retaliated try to make life about defaming me disrespecting me hurting me. Making his arrest about my death or me…

Reflection/Symptom: What is like going to bed with voices bothering me, saying please stop, what its like waking up and getting voices, and how its nothing to do with medication or anything that Ive said, thinking of all the created excuses, for witnessing my life, misrepresenting me, recovering and overcoming,…

At the time of my hospitalization I was battling voices and find solution through writing. Unfortunately due to being put on too many medications with a heart condition I collapsed after taking night meds, probably exhausted from battling voices. I was sober, I did not overdose, I did not intend…

It’s an unfortunate circumstance to get sick, or experience mental illness in public, not everything is related to rap, or the use of the word battle to describe overcoming something, or not or require getting sick again to be a failed effort to write a book on mental health, or…