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Continue reading →: Being Normal is a Privilege ….The Judge gambled by asking for my medical records persist on threat and challenge me on whether I’m cool or not go ahead – know who I was I didn’t not love myself success acquired by government uses of the my mean I’m a disease beating death joke I never…
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Continue reading →: I Would Never Work Hard Make Light ….I Would Never Work Hard to Live Life a Disability Threat or Make Light or Defend myself at anyone point in time even if demanded by City Attorney punishment of my live scan form or accuse me of lack of memory or non disclosure of avoidance or guilt or make…
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Continue reading →: Voices Stories ….Heard voices (after women disappeared). Wrote a quote about hearing voices. Dated broke up campaigned got sick HPV. It was vaccinated for HPV test frequently. Someone black had sex with me at work when I told him crying that I loved my boss and lost my job and reported to…
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Continue reading →: About Words ….Eventually God willing we reach a point of absolute isolation and separation create an indestructible space between me and everyone. Whoever I was I now understand is the person motivated to be destroyed and any moment of wellness or achievement a prompt to attack me, and that’s how pitiful life…
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Continue reading →: Please Trust …When I say I quit I’m going to stay in my room my for the rest of my life refuse public appearances jog on a treadmill and my neighbors called the sheriffs jumping out of my chair lunging at the balcony saying I’m gonna fucking jump off the balcony. Means…
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Continue reading →: Battling Voices in Private ….
(Don’t publish) Battling Voices in Private overcoming dysfunction changed spoke proper then suicidal (that’s how life works when people hate you and there is nothing you can do to prevent voices means I’m at what stage in life making up a crisis or someone online unhelpful) ….. There’s no cure…
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Continue reading →: It’s Not Important ….It’s Not Important for anyone to talk to me, I do not respond poorly anyone who shares a story pushed past a limit to compare, it’s not a game voices however I sound is the solution whatever a hate website represents I can’t control how to keep things good constantly…
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Continue reading →: Personal Update ….
I just got home from the hospital, yesterday. I just woke up, taking it easy. I did not mean to hurt myself, I passed out and my sister called 911, my heart rate fell, and almost ended up in the ICU, and almost died. I am thankful to be alive.…
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Continue reading →: Able to Live Alone (Boulder) ….
As an able to live in the dark mountainous region, with no locks on doors anyone who is able to work 24 hrs shifts be woken up in the middle of the night show up to a hospital asked who I am need to be someone who knows how even…
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Continue reading →: Not Living Life in the Wrong ….I’m not living life in the wrong I’m sorry you don’t know me don’t value get voices a person unhelpful to any audience someone who can’t handle hurt hate or anger make me a poor example of effort can’t even stay well or need protection make my safety needs a…






