It’s clear I have mental health issues that are my fault not met with sensitivity used as examples to punish me continue to punish me and misjudge continued hospitalization as doing my best taking meds not on drugs working in my masters in law getting jobs working my way up…

Nothing justifies breaking my hand doesn’t mean anything wrong to destroy my ability to write injure my ability to hand write make fun of journaling processing or fixing myself. Maybe I can’t get over all the ways I was punished worked hard to be in public took seriously rejections told…

I’m sure in every way I tried my best, and however I tried hard able to work speak to tragedy in a place to help or have a demonstrated work ethic or belief in myself that would make my writing beneficial to others, it shouldn’t the matter the details or…

Don’t denounce who is smart or gifted or question who is me insult egg donation applications in my 20s already thinking in advance to hide my kids with the government be raised as agents special but protected by another human being mentally ill in a way as fertile constant check…

The secret to staying healthy and happy is to push yourself, set goals, work on your relationships with others, pick a hobby, keep up with doctors appointments, try therapy or any kind of counseling coaching, hire an attorney, do research, if it’s reassurance that you want to know that everything…

I know it gets crazy sometimes on the blog but this is mental health full of twists and turns and stories and people and feelings and substances, addictions, influences. And you are you standing in the middle of it. I hope that by sharing my journey in story from time…

It is true that you tend to remember everything that you’ve done wrong in life, and that could mean being haunted by your mistakes, make pride confidence and growing up occur in stages that hopefully you overcome at some point in adulthood that that the strides you make to be…

Help is an ability you have in life and I wouldn’t shocked if I considered a person disabled or punished or told in so many ways they are not allowed to help others mean I’m in control or not in control informative or teach a point of sickness I’m companionships…

The lesson on being hurt is whether I deserve to be me and how I function with others always comparing my state of mind or face insulted by lack of improvement that must be a new standard of judging my love as delusional try to replicate elsewhere in difficulty or…

When people take sides in the event you face disability the harm can never be repaired the minds of others never changed the image imagined never good enough when people think your the defect not inspirational think everything’s a joke including your life Facebook and connections it’s not about giving…

I’m doing my best to minimize complication and prevent voices allow for peace not be disturbed or disturb or bother anyone else’s peace or permissions outlook and happiness in life apart of known in communication communicating to me to the world at large I have to stay strong on my…

Aside from the success of two blogs not believed, as real. I can focus on problems and all the problems caused by being hurt. If you see the world as good and innocent and create writing that reflects that viewpoint however long it takes to earn that level of respect…

See the world as good and live in peace proper and not speak to complicated subjects or work hard and create a job for yourself and prove your work ethic is meaningful in a way every day your given an opportunity to prove how you can help and how you…

Some things make everyone sad, in terms of what life is about, whats known about me, how a lawsuit makes me look bad, what type of attitude or disrespect that causes me, there are any number of ways that you can be affected or convinced you are something you are…

I have been applying to job and got two interviews. Im still in court, waiting for my case to be dismissed, so far everything is going well. I’ve been sober since 2003, only recently relapsing due to bullying voices, hate website. I’ve come a long way, and continue to submit…