The lesson about being fought, is that you get sick, there is no way around it. If someone connects to you, and doesn’t like you, is angry at you, or cannot be happy for you, then you are going to get sick, by that person connecting to you, watching you,…

I get that as a reader of my blog, there is an expectation for quotes, wisdom, articles, self-help, mental health subjects, and a sense of hope of things working out or going to be okay. That being said, it’s hard to address crisis, or emergencies on the blog, in a…

Things were getting better until it became unclear if I’m sick or not offensive or not or who hurt who I think I did my best got hurt things got better given chances court was going well supported and encouraged by many will continue to accept losing badly when fought,…

Due to worsening symptoms I’ve started to send comment replies to who made the fan site and have decided to discontinue contact with everyone including informed the Marina del Rey Sheriff of my worsening condition due to voices or dislike toward content or how I’ve addressed being hurt or protected…

I’ve called in the past, recently coming to terms with discussions online and in private concerning my own losses and while reflecting on jobs lost jobs trips to ER support over the years, progress, function, disclosures, self harm, living in Santa Monica with no TV able to sleep in the…

Love is a sensitive subject, I don’t think even at 39, I represent the negative connotation in describing a woman who is “done” or “changed” or in a place in life, where they cannot be loved, or not deserving of love is my issue, or obvious hurdle in a poor…

There are different types of voices. Although recently a psychiatrist and therapist at Cedars did not believe that my diagnosis was schizophrenia, and do not think I am, along with my internist, and my current therapist does not believe in labels. In case there is confusion as to my openness…