The lesson on being hurt is whether I deserve to be me and how I function with others always comparing my state of mind or face insulted by lack of improvement that must be a new standard of judging my love as delusional try to replicate elsewhere in difficulty or…

When people take sides in the event you face disability the harm can never be repaired the minds of others never changed the image imagined never good enough when people think your the defect not inspirational think everything’s a joke including your life Facebook and connections it’s not about giving…

I’m doing my best to minimize complication and prevent voices allow for peace not be disturbed or disturb or bother anyone else’s peace or permissions outlook and happiness in life apart of known in communication communicating to me to the world at large I have to stay strong on my…

Aside from the success of two blogs not believed, as real. I can focus on problems and all the problems caused by being hurt. If you see the world as good and innocent and create writing that reflects that viewpoint however long it takes to earn that level of respect…

See the world as good and live in peace proper and not speak to complicated subjects or work hard and create a job for yourself and prove your work ethic is meaningful in a way every day your given an opportunity to prove how you can help and how you…

Some things make everyone sad, in terms of what life is about, whats known about me, how a lawsuit makes me look bad, what type of attitude or disrespect that causes me, there are any number of ways that you can be affected or convinced you are something you are…

I have been applying to job and got two interviews. Im still in court, waiting for my case to be dismissed, so far everything is going well. I’ve been sober since 2003, only recently relapsing due to bullying voices, hate website. I’ve come a long way, and continue to submit…

I’m in a place right now where I’m going through difficulties that don’t need to be brought up in the face of losses, I’m in control of my own life I can decide earn respect be a source of inspiration prove my innocence be of value maintain rapport and make…

Going through a lot as you can see through the many changes in tone and topics on my website but getting some much needed rest. Sticking to my cardio schedule, doctors appointments, and getting help with bullying and hope that things will get better moving forward. So far so good…