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Continue reading →: Life is Short ….It’s always okay to pause, start over, go lightly in life, things can be too much you can experience frustration or repetition of illness or self harm and voices but I’ve never lied to anyone about what self harm is instead of suicide or what not feeling good meant to…
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Continue reading →: What Does Punishment Feel Like ….Punishment to me in my brief experiences being punished, if you don’t include hospitalizations or mental health issues, is a difficult experience in life, and for the first time in your life, you are made to not be proud of yourself, and that scary jitteriness of being locked up and…
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Continue reading →: Applying for Jobs Again ….The last time I applied for jobs I got interviews, many interviews. This time applying for jobs I’ve received no replies. Which makes me wonder what has changed about since leaving my last job. I just have to do my best and stay positive at least I’m honest about my…
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Continue reading →: How is Anger Reciprocated …To me anger is a dangerous subject if mentioned causes much disagreement towards me questioning my perspectives on life, sexuality, trust I have had an all positive relationship history and I am too adjusting to circumstances as they are today and health expectations, fitness, and attractiveness. Being popular online is…
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Continue reading →: As Far as I’m Concerned ….You experience mental health issues you disclose various treatments and open about hospitalizations it’s an experience you improve but are not immune to going back to the hospital and no health you have the energy to gamble with. I will never be street and that doesn’t mean I’m not cool…
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Continue reading →: When Your Head Hurts ….When you’re head hurts sometimes it’s a lesson, sometimes it’s God protecting you, it’s usually not anyone you can accuse of being hurtful, there are many smart ways to view life if you simply aren’t affected or hurt by things easily the stronger you’ll be most people forget negative judgments…
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Continue reading →: Ignore Hate ….Please ignore who had the privilege of getting to know me received replies from me continue to speak to me express love anger hate and all of the above who I never judged or ignored or ever stopped responding to. Consider everyone’s health matters I was not raised to block…
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Continue reading →: Just Got a 3rd Opinion ….I need to take my blood pressure everyday write it down and once my blood pressure is low enough then meet her again in 2 weeks she is willing to prescribe me adderrall based on telling her exactly what I’m going through. And 3 doctors now have told me to…
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Continue reading →: Don’t Take it the Wrong Way ….The Radio is back as consolation for everyone’s worry recently wondering what’s going on what’s different its that I’ve been offline for a few weeks, I had attended therapy improving everything going smoothly until I got a secondary opinion and because of a wrongful diagnosis I am being treated as…
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Continue reading →: Maybe Trying to Figure Out How to Stay Well is How I Got Hurt …..
Maybe whats most hurtful is getting sick and losing on the basis of feeling sick, instability, or negative judgment, I have lived life long enough to work hard and be able to help that never in my life have I ever been so hurt or at a loss or continue…
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Continue reading →: Recover my Blog and My Following …..
Today is day one to figure out what went wrong or what was said, reflect on my own health peace personal status, reflect on all conversations private and be careful of interrupting anyones progress. It’s unfortunate to do so well in life, be packed with so many secrets, and just…
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Continue reading →: #personalupdate …
Not feeling well, have been throwing up for a few days now stressed out and overwhelmed. I need to rest and be alone take some time off blogging to work on myself. I’ve been through a lot schizophrenia is a serious disease it’s causing me to punch my head hear…
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Continue reading →: Helping Without Offending Victims ….
Today was a really bad day that set me back in my recovery mental health wise working on staying well writing well and instead of not being able to sleep and under pressure in need of a med turned into me punching my head and falling over crying and that’s…








