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Continue reading →: Just Got a 3rd Opinion ….I need to take my blood pressure everyday write it down and once my blood pressure is low enough then meet her again in 2 weeks she is willing to prescribe me adderrall based on telling her exactly what I’m going through. And 3 doctors now have told me to…
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Continue reading →: Don’t Take it the Wrong Way ….The Radio is back as consolation for everyone’s worry recently wondering what’s going on what’s different its that I’ve been offline for a few weeks, I had attended therapy improving everything going smoothly until I got a secondary opinion and because of a wrongful diagnosis I am being treated as…
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Continue reading →: Maybe Trying to Figure Out How to Stay Well is How I Got Hurt …..
Maybe whats most hurtful is getting sick and losing on the basis of feeling sick, instability, or negative judgment, I have lived life long enough to work hard and be able to help that never in my life have I ever been so hurt or at a loss or continue…
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Continue reading →: Recover my Blog and My Following …..
Today is day one to figure out what went wrong or what was said, reflect on my own health peace personal status, reflect on all conversations private and be careful of interrupting anyones progress. It’s unfortunate to do so well in life, be packed with so many secrets, and just…
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Continue reading →: #personalupdate …
Not feeling well, have been throwing up for a few days now stressed out and overwhelmed. I need to rest and be alone take some time off blogging to work on myself. I’ve been through a lot schizophrenia is a serious disease it’s causing me to punch my head hear…
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Continue reading →: Helping Without Offending Victims ….
Today was a really bad day that set me back in my recovery mental health wise working on staying well writing well and instead of not being able to sleep and under pressure in need of a med turned into me punching my head and falling over crying and that’s…
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Continue reading →: The Best Lesson in Respect ….
The best lessons in respect occur when peoples brave expression of emotions of viewed as necessary or a side of me provocative that show me trying to be sexy and overweight, confuse womens issues or what people think of me as related how I was ever punished and in many…
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Continue reading →: Do my best here forward ….Sharing Experiences: I think my experiences were worth sharing insightful and helpful to anyone struggle I’m sad that based on anyone’s assessment of me or unofficial credentials or heading changes reflects not being viewed as helpful to people suffering with mental health issues. I’m not competing or pretending to be…
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Continue reading →: Feeling Demoralized ….The best way to address the seriousness of what is expected of me now, would be to describe how demoralizing it is to be diagnosed as schizophrenic, and in what way that becomes a new and permanent lesson on mental health, when it stops being about you, and becomes about…
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Continue reading →: Going Through a Lot ….I’m not giving up in spite of difficulty I never said blogging was easy or not a huge responsibility or ever not believe in my stats I think right now I just need to focus on my health, not take risks with discussion, continue to keep to myself not bother…






