Yesterday was an emotional day, I think everyone is doing their best to address the situation online through “Missionary” and “Woman King” and “Amsterdam” why that happened to me was not provoked by me, I think when people are close to me if I talk to others then become possessive and take out their anger on me in the event I’m robbed and convinced to pay someone $7000 to meet Leonardo DiCaprio I can’t explain why stupid and embarrassing things happen to me or why my edd.gov money got robbed. FBI took care of things.

My head hurts today and I’m in pain if it makes it any more clear to others that this was a very difficult year for me emotionally and mentally I was in pain, off adderrall and Vyvanse for 6 months or so and didn’t get to accomplish as much as I wanted to this year, and spent the past two years being bullied inflicting pain and mental illness to me threatening me. I don’t know why this person suddenly stopped when my Father passed away and when I got a job and moved to an apartment, some people just don’t know when to stop. As a result I have schizophrenia now according to Dr. Fogelson and trying not to get suicidal over the fact I have a debilitating disease now and could not live a long life, yeah that’s hard for me to hear, what did I do in life to deserve to be treated that way. First of all I’m 37 and capable of dating I didn’t deserve to be molested and embarrassed online, that was a humiliating experience and affected my mental health and my writing.