I’m not really affected by the trending anti-Semitism, because I choose not to care what is thought about me, because I already know what is thought of me. For example: (1) Is Privileged (2) Entitlement (3) Thinks Highly of Self (4) Inflated Ego (5) Thinks is Pretty (6) Thinks is Intelligent (7) Thinks Can Provide Solution (8) Thinks is Attractive. So those could be reasons for which a person could not be liked, such as myself. Something that conflicts with an existing belief, can cause turmoil to a person who cant accept or is in non-acceptance of a person, on the basis of what they think they are about or by what they see when they look at a person. People can’t find themselves in the wrong when going by feelings, that much we have to just accept about one another, not everyone will be edible and palatable to the tastes of most, and people will find beauty in different things and people in life. I don’t think that by getting to know a person is the only way to accept them, I think that some things in life can be accepted at face value, such as people’s upbringing or exposures in life, that is who they are and those are things you cannot change about people. The beauty of life is that I can stand here and talk about ideals all day long, about how we want things to be, and it’s the vision of things being how we want things to be that becomes attractive. Much like becoming a better version of ourselves, or fitting a mold or what is acceptable of a “public speaker” a dress, body shape, demeanor, face structure, tone, and identity that’s well known and respected, Im sure we all have different versions of people who we listen to and who make sense to us, not everyone will process the same to us in life, or learn from, that’s either by choice or education, influenced by or experience self-growth among and around, or upon being exposed to someone, like a teacher, or a mentor, or a life coach, it’s someone who you don’t feel in competition with, it’s usually someone who you feel bigger by, and feel more in tune with who you are on the inside, not made to doubt yourself, there lies the opportunity in change, the ability we feel or see in ourselves, upon witnessing or hearing from others in life, causing us to look at ourselves in a different way, either respect ourselves more, or have more self-confidence in ourselves, there is a system to believing in yourself, so either you feel good about yourself, or you are someone who is made to feel bad about yourself, and blame others, that we cannot change about you, it’s your attitude that you bring to the table is what makes you who you are in life, not just people. So get that out of your head that its by privilege, or people, or air, or being in the same room as, or having connections, or friends in life, that keep you safe from belittlements in life, or underhanded slaps in life, as though you don’t know better or thats who you are in life, we all get served a hand in life, not everyone is privileged to play their hands in life, to their utmost potential, that takes drive, and belief in yourself, which can be either taken, or restored depending on who or what you are hearing from and what is either reinforcing those viewpoints, or helping to redirect your thoughts elsewhere in life. No one is made to be thought about that’s not what writing is for, maybe a personal update, but its not my intent to make people think about me for clarity, Im aware that there can be a bunch of other factors that can be keeping you from feeling good, such as my weight, genetic makeup, what I look like or sound like, who is around me, what Im about, my likes, my dislikes, my personality, demeanor, how others treat me, what people say about me, what is said about me, what is highlighted, what is respected, what is unwanted, what is wanted, what are my gifts, what are my benefits, what are my strengths, what are my weaknesses, we live in a society that is very competitive and equally unimpressed by others, especially those they are not attracted to or who they think are benefiting from them or seek association to attract themselves, so it will always be about what you have to offer the world, don’t worry so much about what you look like. Racism is expectation, defied is peace, it’s stereotype reinforced by expectation fulfilled, and reversed by expectation denied, it’s a belief, in things to come or things not willing to happen, it’s a standard of expectation thought persistent, or not relevant, or non-existent, its who you are and who you are not, it could just be what someone thinks, so why let that persist. To change who you are, despite who you are, is to be willing to accept the reservations of others, it’s not likely that everyone will want to see you as someone who sees you well sees you, its common for someone who sees you as sick to want that version of you reinforced, it makes them feel better when you look grose, or sound stupid, or fail, or miss a point, or sound verbose with nothing memorable but something random they pick apart, different things will make people feel good inside, and it’s mostly things that make people feel smart, so recognize that some people are dumb and smart by stupid things feeling good, and some people are smart and feel good by things that make sense, and that don’t make other people feel dumb. Racism is dumb.