You only live once and it pains me to talk about moments not well or what that was like eventually it won’t matter not that you grow a tolerance for pain but if it happens you learn to deal with it not worry or get paranoid over how if you simply focus on yourself and your own thoughts and report as often as me then you can be alone in the world watched but that’s a choice I would never help and not let anyone in charge not know it’s something you’re able to do when nothing is done in secret that’s how writing broadens to speak to all write as though the police or court are watching what would they want the people to test something reassuring even if limited to you a truth to help them put into perspective that life is good and no deserves to be short changed in life brought down by anyones lesser life in life including who one is attached to in life. You become accepted as you are in all your broken pieces or over caught issues just in case anything was your fault that’s the risk for writing online speaking on a subject and for it not to be enough to prove to someone that you care and are not sick helping and if you got sick helping us was not because of the issues speaking to or creating a worry free environment again online no matter what circumstance enable people to share knowing their rights and protections to them afforded to them no matter what is said of you feel good by it you should not be harmed by it and pray that if you say something that doesn’t feel good to you you will recognize that pain so much that you will automatically corrrect or apologize for what doesn’t sound or feel right that’s the beauty in going by what others think or feel it’s not about you and although you tire at least they have done their job to see what drives you to write something non stop or a method to undo a hurt within no matter how caused a solution for pain hear it speak or get hurt but it’s better to identify a pain then keep anything secret and not notify others of what’s wrong with you and why. So long as people know where it’s coming from that’s the most courteous way of being around others with disability so they don’t go by your temperament or limits and can identify what a person punished sounds like less adept at sounding strong or inspiring the feeling directed toward who they think is wrong is a disappointment that registers to you is read by you and the only way to get through a pain is to describe an issue that shows you recognize what pain feels like and that’s when the voices stop when a feeling had is identified in you and that’s what brings a reassuring feeling of success to who punished you it’s a cycle of punishment in which people get stronger by putting people under conditions to test their temperament and at their core defects or secrets so it’s clear no nervousness is on the verge of holding in something not said viewed as a guilt nervous that transfers to another with nervousness to cause a person outside an issue to feel nervous or guilty based on how anyone is feeling is wrong to blame others for what you process within in the end we all sense things and you can go two directions, sit with the feeling and let pain consume you siting for something that feels good to come to your mind, or you can show a person causing you pain how you not indulge in a feeling of pain nor put on the back burner or compress under any billowing sails, that pressure of a feeling avoided is what billows within makes you seem big and that’s what gets identified as being absent a pain and feeling devoid of pain so if you are ever in a state of clarity devoid of pain be quick to be reminded when pain hits or gets transferred it’s again your job to manage a pain so that others are not affected and this can k my be by doing something that does not harm the conscious of others bother or readdress a pain describe or plant recipe for how to feel a pain reach someone well how you’ve overcome something be describing the worst of it the best way to illustrate that you’ve overcome a pain is to treat all as having experienced pain not scare people on the varying degrees listen to their body for all the ways they should feel sad and be able to breathe in what there is to love about life and assure them that what goes through you in life will not subject others to by describing how many ways you have to troubleshoot a feeling to cope and remove yourself from its grip – sometimes it’s better people recognize what a difficult time looks like and be happy they don’t have to describe a pain for anyone and know that if they are not schizophenic etc etc they will never have to suffer what a person went through and that’s the confidence in others your not apart of nothing to be intimidate by something you should be proud of others for, and no down position is a direction to hell or time to say goodbye, just take meds and change your thoughts, stop the 12 steps, and for one day take a day for yourself to explore how you should feel without remorse then go back yo being appropriate not direct attentions toward you by those well who don’t need yo be connected to a person in pain, it’s better to let someone get strong even if they’re not doing anything. Watching the stages of life and punishment is what news cherishes, can’t speak something is wrong, literally the body does that it’s not acting or training do this tone when something wildly complicated happen shocking you inside. Respect them! They care. Let’s not badger eachother until the whole room gets toned down a bunch of non leaders don’t need the weight of the world on their shoulders without automatic skills for coping that’s how a head is lost. Let’s keep it the same way fight when you’re old and you can’t help and worry who will teach us skills and tell us when it’s time to say stop dying stop suffering take meds get help all pain can be reversed! #stopsuicide