Thank you for speaking in Mar Vista by my favorite high school Windward class of 2003, best female athlete, and described my experience as “the best years of my life.” I should have contacted you knowing an endorser in common through Facebook nice enough to add me to her emails and LinkedIn although we did know know eachother well, admired her work ethic and public show of courage to take on a big campaign I believe supported you. I did not think to mention separately to you that I attended 8 am meetings in the Palisades upon returning to AA, still without a Sponsor or job but showed up anyways, even if my background did not match the success of your attendees. I only met one person an Amazon worker I exchanged numbers with. After the stabbing of the Brentwood School student I used a Canva card of side by side homes like my home on Gretna Green next to Sydney’s to symbolize the inappropriateness of designating bad luck or motivation to the presentation of my ice rub with no dark private life or dark experiences or exposures in film, not someone who likes intensity surprise or cutting loose, conservative but made to look loose as though for later reference to a bigger picture assumed I’m not apart of or protective of the privacy of what’s going well not teach how a core is made or what leaves a good feeling even if it includes insult I understand that you will not become a member to a problem unless you have solution for people limiting respects of people based on house car education family and amount of light coming from a family to determine their worth or treatment in life. I’m sorry I was trashed defamed should not have shared my yearbook anywhere saved I’m assuming it’s heartwarming to new bullies to hold me to a worse standard image is not something you can fix permanently it’s just how you feel what you leg get to you. I’m sorry I did not specify my friendships on break or was because I was writing in public and did not want to bother or being unwanted attention to friends with life’s and work and kids, negative judgment is really hard to defend yourself against while telling a small and simple story not Dan Browned for excitement or strategy for combatting crime, what I represent is a woman who is pleasant around others, suffered in private writing or talking to self, adjusting to AA getting tired and looking messy from dating. I’m not someone who can enjoy life or not be changed and know what that means but would never blame anyone for what I look like and get that if punished it can be a continuous rejection as though either you better for love and not well unmotivated by connecting and it’s when you get strong on your own others are proud and chaste, a few mistakes here and there dating with voices, but for the most part only mention if it’s intended to not allow for it by any story blog or description. I’m new to how things look and addressing fears and just started writing prevention focused posts on @mymollydoll.lifecoach – careful not to target well looking be clear on who made me look this way and why, and not rely on beauty or physique to do the work necessary to not view privilege as immune from harm. To me death is a sign of a force lacking where people are up and above and proud and beyond any period of waiting for something good to happen to prove to them that who they believe in or are connected to is worth the focus otherwise people can be convinced they are being made to focus on empathize with someone who they believe says wrong things not with care or with care which is being read by bad people connected badly by distribution and that only Weebly would know. At the time when talking about film job mentioned a movie a classmate made “Jealous of the Birds” and noticed OWN building and BRENTWOOD school had same neon lights, wondered what for, if mentioned on my blog would like to know how a student was targeted working in the field known to be associated to a school mentioned on a blog post. Would be something to find out. I had a job in Pasadena at the time not mentioned online at Peace Over Violence where they found him, that scared me too. My best friends cousin Aaron Brown just passed away, I know people are struggling and I know how much it hurts when things can’t just be well or if people turned on me I’ve experienced enough to not let that get to me, so what can help build confidence would be to discuss how these losses affect us, are focused on, hard to move on from, not justified but should be solved. And to be mindful of who’s in harms way upon a loss of faith either try sharing online be known in a good way but don’t start to create an idealized version of you to make a better life for yourself than you have, no I had a great idea and it grew on Alexa this is stuff people want to hear. I’m sorry I didn’t inform you of an AA attendance situation being in the Palisades and a victim in the Palisades was found slain at her work on La Brea.