Remember to take care of yourself first, and if it hurts to try to figure out whats wrong with others, unless they are asking for help, the best way to help others, is to be well and sound well yourself. Mental health issues are hard for everyone, usually little things that can be corrected, I highly doubt that anyone was made to go through such long periods of not achieving, and Im sure that was just me, by my own issues, succeeding. I think it can be cool to hear about people’s stories of failure, and Im sure that its interesting, but there are also moments talked about less, that can be less entertaining, such as when things are wrong, and you don’t know what, or if something is wrong and you don’t know how to help or who to talk to.

Eventually your brave feelings decline with age, you become less inclined to leave places of comfort, and you don’t try so hard for things not actual real and present in your life, when you are strong, without a record you can take chances to test your luck travel alone, drink. Im sure by now living sober, it is clear that I get more done sober, than I ever did trying to figure out whats wrong through drinking, you cant medicate a condition if you don’t know what it is that you need to work on, and drinking is the quickest step backwards in life, it inhibits your ability to think, it lets your mind be at rest, and although it feels good to be gone mentally, nothing will make any better sense for you, clouding your mind, to express any difficulty. Drinking in a difficult time is likely to be viewed as a poor response to whatever you feel has gone wrong or a manifestation or expression of being lax or expressing through action an underlying guilt sought to make concrete by doing something wrong to look wrong or viewed as not who who were not questionned, its when people think you are places to look good, that engaging in commitments looks like youre trying to hard or have big ideas or dont belong, thats the problem with schziophrenia, it sets an expectation of you to say things inappropriate or brace others for not understanding you, its to say you dont make sense, therefore its harder to be well and work, when it is thought that your disorganized or think wrong, Im sure that the diagnosis means you have exhibited a problem or not sure of what reactions are occurring on your face, and for whatever that means, means not in control of yourself, or guided by voices that sound grose, so be careful of repeating anything you hear by delusion, it is a condition punished, it means everything is wrong with you, which is why you are allowed to do less, until you get the basics done, it doesnt mean off Invega Im super human or can run or smarter, I think your brain gets to rest, and like any work can max out and burn out, so its not in my system to overdo things, especially if its a privilege to simply write, and thats why when trying hard if I say anything short or tough or humorous, it makes it seem like you think you are working hard and can through other people off, trying to be strong, one way you look stupid when you speak in short, they will take a look around, and wonder what makes you strong or popular, and if this is connected to you and that, then explain why your blog is popular, without looking like your allowed to be strong in a way thats beyond the means needed, this is how excelling doesnt matter, it will only make sense to work in common to whats happening in life, it doesnt make sense to bring up issues, that you dont feel like talking about, but with “prevention” we are now becoming more aware of how important my informed consents are and background summaries, it matters to people deciding on whether to read, or whether you are in a place in life, behind the level of happiness of others, thats how you become useless, to others, in a problem, or popular for not reason, Im not one to spoil a privilege or misuse it to be wasted making up a credit, and Im sure since it was not appropriate to attend the first Shorty Award ceremony, obviously I also wanted all issues to stop, so yes that was premature to be okay, and not attending shows that a complete ceessation would be appreciated to really not worry why youre blogging does it actually work based on on your stories or blogs, why mention it if you cant explain it. Prevention and advocacy is all about “what you are like online” directly impacts how an organization looks, which is why to try your best, and when things are good use that time, to appreciate that others are not in distress worried or complaining, why to talk about esoteric ways in which people feel hurt or affected, anytime something hurtful is mentioned its to make note of something to help prevent people from feeling like they are going along with ideas or theme, they consider you to be the cause for, coupled with mental health issues, also brings up an issue whether you are nervous because you dont have the stamina to help, or whether you have guilt or making things up to feel good, Im sure that ability to help without being punished means that its useful and probbaly a more professional system of lists and systems for checking odds and ends will work, a secret guilt is devastating to all, its something you are made to know, and not feel good by, so its important not to make anyone feel like they are pretending like you being a law student is not real or a failed experience. You will not be a failed experience until you lose your mind and cant be smart, that means you were smart and if you dont know why you are stupid, people cant help you falling apart. So thats life, smart or stupid, who cares, its something you learn in life, feeling good and staying well is essential to being smart. Why bringing up 2013 is not a big deal, I think in 3 hours I figured out what was wrong with me, and heale, cried, assured Im still here, and everyone else seems to be okay, so Im sure I just need to try harder no matter where I stand, to be smart again too, no big deal. When you feel stupid, it could be over something devastating, such as grades, and the more time it takes for you to recognize what is first wrong with you, the less opportunity frees up to begin to think about other issues, separate from your life, and that’s a mature lesson in life, that what you invest time to help like a cause, it automatically becomes apart of you, that’s common things going well and staying well, and things going well, you may not recognize all the work youre doing as important, until your wellness is brought into question.

So never feel bad for trying hard, even if it looks stupid, and never worry about false credits for things going well, its better to be made fun of as a thought out solution, or problem with expectation for solving another groups problems, but don’t quit based on level of experience or know how, the only way to help is NOT to make mistakes, and the only way to be brave enough to start a new theme concept would be “prevention” only if you are completely committed and not scared to say the word and genuinely think that you have an ability statistically to say something remotely helpful that’s not triggering, or affecting anyone to think poorly or misread anything to mean failure.

The worst defeat is in things not being good enough, so never let anything convince you to not feel good by things that you recall or remember help you as reminders, and this is a good way to remember “reminders” it could be things that make you feel one day to think or have going on in your mind, but never forget that there will be days when it may be hard to think, or remember what you were thinking that was keeping you afloat, it matters, like anyone, me as schizophrenic, I can either be convinced I am one way and talk non stop about its because of how I look and wonder what it is, and if I keep focusing on that then something I think may make other people feel okay to think that, so that’s learning that subjectively based on who you are and by case, it may be a specific treatment intended to see if youre tough, that’s the “people’s right” (I think unaffected and happiness, and getting along well with others) are good ways to see whether you are poorly adjusted a loser, calling for negative attentions, to see if you have bad feelings or a reject, that’s how people know whether to support you, not be bothered by you, or to ignore you, people don’t want to waste their time and energy knowing of anyone, who isn’t also rooting for everyone else doing their best to be strong, and make things better, not worse.

Only history can teach us how everything goes wrong, I don’t think that’s an experiment we can afford to investigate, however easy it may seem to share cautiously the gravity of whats gone wrong, I think all together is a painful way to learn about life, when things go wrong that doesn’t mean that everything else is wrong or insufficient, it would be wrong to teach people that their hearts minds and cares don’t matter, I have always been one to believe that good with be seen, and any state in which good cannot be seen or made to feel good by, shows an inherent issue within, that should be fixed, whether its your vision you will know when you get depression and stop trying or don’t feel enthusiastic, these are tests in life, sometimes you get hurt because you look like you got through life barely with trouble, so some people think you are feeling good, and not paying attention to people, you cant get through life alone, once people know you, they expect you to also be aware of how everyone else is doing.

Im sure that’s a test in whether you appreciate the peace around you, or whether you trying hard for the wrong reasons, or for another state of being beyond what is now peaceful, be strong for the purpose of being strong to work again and help others, otherwise it can be confused as to feel good or be high, people also want to know what you are like when you don’t feel good, its always wondered what causes peoples heads to go, or be hard to get through to or connect, those are tell tale signs that you are uncomfortable or unstable, most people are okay around people, its only if you are self-conscious means you think you are known or paranoid about others. In a general way never worry others, and by now, expect that all wish to be greeted, if it’s the least you can do, to let your walls down, and start reassuring others each person is a different person and not all know you or think like you, and some are rare, positive, why its important to be well, if you have a condition like me, it can viewed as you make other people feel uptight and watched, and I think that’s unique to me, opening up is a wonderful gift, maybe you look crazy or not talented, and it may look stupid, but what really makes people feel bad, is when you stop no one can ever understand why a person stops being themselves, love is no excuse or bullying. I think my problem is that I have to try hard and say things right and helpful mostly serious because I think people don’t want to listen if you are talking about yourself or complaining, people want you to recognize that they want to feel good and feel okay about life and proud, which is why unhappy people are avoided or clouded thinking or speaking, assumed to be a drug addict, someone who was more interested in feeling good, and did not recognize that they felt good because they were smart, and this is how you suffer by addiction, it will take longer to feel good feeling smart, the worse you look, or engage in pleasure, that’s not what makes you feel good and smart, its by what feelings or senses of peace you don’t take for granted or waste.