When nothing can be done, that’s a painful silence, remembering your old self, and somehow wound up sounding like someone you’ve never sounded like. So that’s the failed chemistry between a DA and a law student, when a woman is changed or not made to be worth it, occurs upon stupidity, or misunderstood as critical of others, and that’s how a woman is hurt and looks bad, trying to matter after the fact, that’s a hurt that sets in, and a wellness that seems underserved. Until you have nothing is what is intended to see what you sound like in pain, or suffering, or what are the causes for your pains in life, is it that you gave up and then something bad happened, or were you well, and something bad happened, at this point its not safe to determine that either order is reason for stupidity later, in the form of sharing what you observe to not do, and for whats studied about you, is tired and tested until you are maxed out, or sound like you are stupid or advising stupid, or cant sound well to others, that’s a clear sign  of rejection, when you cannot feel good talking to someone, that means you are not well enough to love, and that’s how opportunities are lost. Love is not bothersome when it does not affect everyone, so if you ever get hurt, the worst turn off to a DA is to sound stupid, or to not be able to fix yourself, it will seem like the point is to remind of of any other moment you were hurt, to see if you are well elsewhere or find opportunity elsewhere, no all life is hard when something doesn’t work out, and no fighting is worth dying over, to express being hurt is not important, when it can be used against you as though you are mentally ill building sympathy for a person who is in pain. People are special when they are not bothered, and you learn the hard way that quiet disapproval or ignoring you is sometimes how people feel good and connected in common to others, the dream joke, as though Im the inappropriate law student, and Barack was President and that’s intended to make me look small in a way I wouldn’t recognize as cute and appropriate, and this is how you never belong, if its known that you are hurt by not being tended to or admired, and ignored, then it will never happen that way, so be it, why its better not to react or complain, it only makes things worse moving forward, it becomes a game of making you look stupid and get hurt, and sometimes that’s an easier way to size people up broken and hurt to see what they are made of and smart by, which is a risk to my health, to determine my part or what is investigated as being my part in the matter, this is when people get a heads up and start on disinterest or disbelief, to see what affects you, what ultimately affects you is to be in pain, look stupid, sound stupid, or not be composed, and this is how women lose their respect and grace, there is no position or team in life, that prevents you from getting in trouble or being so apart of that you become immune or in tune to a way of life, that you cant be hurt by, that’s life, you choose what to allow to hurt you, and how you respond, and giving up is not the solution, to self harm, or sound mean, it only backfires on you and makes people resentful of you. This is my first experience being hurt and punished by attachments detachments, and not helped, it only means that people who meet you are considered more important than you are, and the interest is seeing what you live or suffer by, is to treat you as though things are your fault, so dying is by what guilt is leading to what ideas or person in life, and what is the purpose for the joke, I would never live a life disabled or sick on purpose, and Im sorry if I ever reflected on why or how, and it happened again and again, hurt and rejected, ignored, and not included, let go, or sick, show up, and rejected, how many times should one be observed as stupid, before they are recognized as being on point, not trouble.