There is nothing worse than when someone reads your writing and your honesty and seeks to reverse judgment on you to negative, its like being treated as two different people, who you have improved and a writer, and one who is judged to be something defective or mentally ill to play on a lawsuit as true. I have only talked to two men, while building a website, and don’t think that that entitles anyone to suing me, when I am learning something and share my life with another, that’s not what hurts. What hurts is when things go wrong, and you assume that there is something defective about me causing for anything to go wrong. That’s not for me or anyone to determine, by hurting me to cause mental illness, to say that anything wrong occurs, because Im not respected or embarrassing. I wrote 73 posts in support of Todd Spitzer and donated money, there was nothing wrong with my image or provocative or loose about my demeanor to provoke for any shooting, so please don’t assume that there is some connection not brought before the court or something secretly wrong and offensive about me. Whats scary is how many people benefit then blame and discourage you and team up on you in life and try to intimidated you, that’s unwanted attention, a reversed judgment of you to capitalize on anything else trending to say that its about me or to dishonor my progress and ability to help situations and make things better. Never underestimate the power of hate and how hurtful it is the narrow things down to what you think is wrong with a person based on a diagnosis, if you don’t know where it comes from, don’t blame me as though anything difficult to comprehend or deal with is coming from me, that’s a wrongful use of my words and my progress and my support blame me as though Im mentally ill and not helping. If you don’t see my work as valuable and you misinterpret a lawsuit to be true then you are seeking to ruin my life so I don’t have an opportunity to live life and make money and that’s not deserved no one has the right to set limits on my ability to be liked, or be trusted, or be of service to others, no one has a right to accuse me of addiction, sexuality, or being stupid, or being wrong, no one has a right to tell me that loving someone is wrong or supporting them, no one has that right. No one has that right to tell me that Im not helping or declare there to be something too much about me, and wrongfully accuse me of not having limits in life, no one has that right. And no one has that right to convince me or anyone that Im not liked, when I don’t have problems in public and I don’t stand out in a way that makes others uncomfortable, no one has that right. And no one has that right to say that Im criminal or up to no good, when Im known or helpful in private and not doing anything wrong and nothing is intense in my life, no one has that right to make my life hard to declare that Im hurtful or too close, or don’t belong, no one has that right. I wrote online for years I never promoted or excluded anyone from reading, I never made a code or declared any secret way of seeing any teams in life, and I never made anyone feel stupid, and I never criticized or mischaracterized anyone who did not respect me, and I don’t intimidate. I came from a high profile story, and I don’t deserve to be scared, to be hurt, to be intimidated, and to be sued, I think Ive done my part, I didn’t have to share, text, email, or ask for help and that’s the last time I am ever writing to anyone or supporting anyone in public for any reason, since its misunderstood as something unwanted. Therefore no one who dislikes me has the right to read my blog, or read my story, or read my book, get to a place in life peaceful on your own, and don’t disturb my peace, reading my work, and then treating me as something fraud.