There’s no such thing as low class. There is merely a proving of your worth to satisfy what is thought deserved to be compensated for any time or energy in knowing you. It’s a cruel world over how things look based on who people are and sometimes there’s no satisfaction in improvement only an impetus to prove wrong or declare insult as though one’s presence medications recovery somehow insults the reality beared by another. Most people can’t help people who can’t help themselves and most people don’t need help from people who can’t help themselves.

What is a successful campaign? It’s more than just things looking good it means people are able to care with conservative restraints over what things look like so that neither party is embarrassed or assumed of misconduct or wrongdoing or poor attention to things gone wrong or needing to go right. What is forewarning I think it’s a past set of circumstances that want to be known to see whether likewise weaknesses or behavior or self defeative feelings are felt displaced by anyone presumed to be insulting you purposefully. You only get one chance for improvement the rest of your life may be made to explain what are the reasons or causes for mental illness and I don’t have the answer for that not not known or popular I’m sure no matter who you are basic things can make you feel sick or apart from a whole.

The basis of things being well among the majority is never to be affected by anyone who is not well it’s the inspiration to get well when others are doing well that’s not a threat, but once someone is included in the majority for what purpose does it serve to convince someone well that they are sick and how is that presumed to rest the conscious of people in observance of what’s going wrong. I think things panned out for the better anyways hospitalized or not things going wrong is not a signal to hospitalize people popular to declare them mentally ill in public for solution that’s the solution to things going wrong if it can only make things worse then what is the purpose for constantly connecting disconnecting then telling someone to go to the hospital. Life is too much when convinced you’re mentally ill and I don’t think I deserve to be treated that way.

Eventually I want to work at the moment I need to get balanced and figure out what’s important to me and not get in trouble or be rejected. It only means not to talk in private anymore and not to go to therapy since if it’s about treating me mentally ill feeling hurt should I open up to anyone or improve under the care of anyone who thinks they can speak for me or condemn me or treat me as wrong based on who connects to me or who I like. Someone who doesn’t know me has no right to declare that I’m out of control or mentally ill I’m sober I take as prescribed I worked I have it just as hard as anyone else focused on myself. I loved Todd I talked to him for two years and improved and for some reason things changed I was embarrass being obese and my head shape was disfigured and grose looking for the meds is why I lost weight. I’m in no competitions with anyone I’m 37 and need to figure out how to make money so that’s the pressure I’m under with disability which shouldn’t be a big deal to anyone who is able to work and talk to others without being treated as mentally ill. I’m not a life coach because my mental health is questioned too much so I stopped writing quotes you can’t do things in life when people think you’re fake or mistake your gift for pleasure or some kind of delusioned state of not knowing how to fix yourself and what resonates with others.