Taking a break from blogging until I get my health sorted out. Attending AA, resting at home, listening to CBT tapes on Udemy. Going to therapy, and taking it easy. I’m having difficulty with the public announcements right now it’s causing me a lot of stress and I don’t know what to say, I think I just need to focus on myself right now and work on getting well. Do cardio everyday get back on a schedule. Then can try applying for jobs etc again, I think the review process has been grueling. I just paid to have my website updated. I haven’t been able to check my rank and stats working on it and look forward to getting back to work. Going through a lot recently thank you for your patience. To avoid confusion of the issues will discontinue blogging until I’m confident, secure, feeling good, thinking positive, motivated, and not depressed. I think I’m taking meds as directed I’m not doing anything in excess and I’m doing my best to be social resume life as normal reach out and get help. Not a big deal I’m not sure why I’m not feeling good, getting a covid test now, and continue to stay positive. Things should get better when my blog posts get better otherwise it’s not helping to share if I’m not doing well, and doesn’t reflect what it took to be nominated for a Shorty Award had I not applied my website wouldn’t have been ruined and prevent me from being able to check my stats. Doing my best.

I think I’m just tired need rest. I’ve been in bed all day for a few days now. Just need rest. -Thanks for the well wishes everyone.