Thinking in Quiet …

04-08-23

I think everyone knows the feeling of thinking in quiet:

When things go back to normal.
When you feel quiet and mature.
Feeling better than, in spite of another.
Having the attitude of things being okay.
Feeling situated better, and glad youre not another.
Thinking and not feeling hurt.
Recognizing to separate yourself.
Hearing something and not agreeing with it.
Not thinking people are right together.
When who’s observing gets what they want.
When who’s being watched is harmed, causes silence.
When people are quiet and speak proper to eachother.
To read your twitter and its not funny or short or obnoxious.
When people feel protected by God, and think you’re not with God.
Reading and having a clear head on your shoulders, and viewing someone poorly.
Viewing someone poorly, and then watching a person speak poorly.
Using people are experiment to figure out other people, feeling wronged.
When people feel like they got what they wanted, and don’t appreciate you.
When people think that they deserve something youre not providing.
When people think they see something that you don’t see.
When people think youre mental health is about not seeing things, with others.

Managing a crisis doesn’t mean that Im responsible for setting anyone back to normal, that’s the lesson with mental health, this is why I don’t overexpose myself on Instagram and don’t have the energy for it. Once you get “voices” it’s about who are you performing for, and who are you loving towards, and when everyone knows you, they want to understand why you are not that way toward everyone, and why do you have difficulty being that way with people. I think not unless you know a person, can you determine what is off about them or missing or gone about them. Mostly I think offense is about hearing something that someone says in recognition of something that is inappropriate. Inappropriate is in your face inflictive, it means that a person is well or is portraying themselves as well and be accused of making other people who are serious, not feel well, or think that you possess something that they do not, that’s how women are offended when they don’t feel well. People want to understand at what stages in life do you feel well and perform and why, and what kinds of pressures do you face in life real, pretend, or man made. Real pressure example: speaking well in spite of gun violence and not saying anything wrong without being held hostage to any offender or a trigger for any offense, means that your stability and writing should be geared in a way that no one worries, and you are neither controlled or affected by others such that you lose confidence things that are considered re: whether any person is a trigger for gun violence are the following: (1) job (2) no job (3) location (3) medication (4) connections or associations (5) diagnosis (6) sexuality (7) voices (8) suffering real, imagined, or conditional (9) mental health issues (about you or about others) (10) whether you are contagious or make people feel bad (11) jealousy, what is the status of you being happy and proud of others (12) degree to which you are affected by non-issues (13) maturity (14) are you loveable (15) are you cute (16) are you masculine (17) are you gay (18) is gay genetic (19) what is your interaction with women like (20) are you sexual (21) do you bring out the sexuality of others (22) what do you want in life a man or a woman sexually and why (23) how strong are you (24) who is not strong enough for you (25) what is an appropriate match in life.

Published 04-07-23