Why do people want to be close to you after they hurt you? Mostly it’s a change that they witness that makes them feel good, and then smile about having the power to say something and trigger a reaction from you, which could be voices, an ex, or someone unattracted to you, I would assume would be the creators of these voices as directed toward me. Including my stats, which have to be start over, and leaving behind two other web addresses that I built on my own, not a big a deal, a huge loss to me its something I keep track of to manage my own health, but it’s the same whether there are many people watching or none at all, my standards don’t change. I think recently when reflecting on my own health, or what diagnosis, its about other people wanting control over predicting what Im going to say, or by questioning the influence form which something is said, thinking its coming from another person, no its coming from me, and yes my feelings are related to the feelings of others, in that if Im not capable of processing a feeling and what it means to me, then I will not be able to talk about something as though it will process to others, so what doesn’t process? Things that don’t process are hurt feelings, and closeness after hurt feelings can cause pain, this is why some are refused to be close to after being hurt. What is being hurt, being hurt is not having a problem with someone who has a problem with you, this is what makes people feel threatened by you then ignite in aggression toward you, its as though people who are not able to be themselves and feel loved by you, turn around and attack you as though you don’t recognize what makes them human or loveable. People who meet you and don’t believe you, will read and practice on you until you are able to overcome the dilemma you are faced with being a person who writes, who is made to feel sick, until either you change or your writing changes, to match for solution to the issue, underlying a feeling, who from, and to correct the feeling in who from.

Who from, the feeling can be corrected by doing well in life, having things in life, working, and dating, when the reverse is true, this can make the who froms angry toward you trash you and treat you like you don’t exist, people base their philosophy in life based on what you have outlined as being your philosophy although they may acquire it and it can work for them mentally, when they treat you as though you think you are big or important, is why people call you schizophrenic, its when you carry yourself bigger than you are capable of carrying yourself in words, academically, socially, romantically, photogenically, it’s a happiness about you existing or not existing, to determine who is spent, its by who is spent is who gets hurt by strong energy, strong commentary and fighting, that’s the ignition in people who cant speak, when people speak in a way that wakes their minds back up, not shut their minds down. Aggravation is seeking to be close to you, usually who attacks you gets over their anger, but a new relationship cannot resume, on the basis of what is said, that’s the lesson in hurtful words directed toward you, if you cannot forgive him, then the who from supporters, then don’t forgive me, and treat me as him, and that’s how you cant be yourself and a who from support group, attacks you, and treats you as though you are a who from dramatic and then there is the question of empty threats, when can you tell whats an empty threat from a real threat, when a person is sided with their threats become empty whereas the person who is threatened the joke continues of it being your fault, once your fault is stated, then the person who is attacked, with a who from support group, then gets minimized, on the basis of who is allowed to feel special in a humorous way, this is when your shoes are taken on the basis of an identity threat joke, I was being attacked after month of talking to a person, it wasn’t love and hes not the same person I spoke to years before 2017, therefore, whats of issue is who the power goes to in knowing me, explains why being online is to balance the power who is made special by me, so that no one can take my value or name, and pose as spokesperson to me, and give me a bad diagnosis, and be treated as normal and their dramatic response is not viewed as threat, but no one cares about my mental health condition worsening, this is why you are going by the wrong person, who brings up important points of abuse sex abuse pornography pedophilia and duis and on the basis of those terms sought to have be ridiculed attacked by voices, so I empathize with Cashapp, in that as someone successful well known online, I was invaded and attacked caused voices which I cannot prove, and that’s how disrespectful people are to cause problems, by inserting your picture and words online so that its connected to your body so you hear words and when they look at your picture see those words, that’s how an image is ruined and destroyed and that’s how suicide and self harm is caused, you don’t do that to people, who are fully developed online, and doing well, and you don’t do that to women, just because they know OJ, and the who from wants credit for what they do to you and what you end up saying, and think that hurting you is helping others, and that much is not deserved in life. One day you will not see to live a whom from support group attacking a person survive on the basis of how many are gathered to support a who from, eventually you have to think about everyone else, who doesn’t have the time and energy to think about who is hurt or who from, and whos side to be on, and this is what a lawsuit represents to treat me misrepresent me as someone who from a feeling is made or transferred on the basis of a diagnosis or STD claim that I am dirty or my body or mind is dirty and that’s not true, who is dirty is who had disease and had sex and passed that disease to me, was wrong, get tested.