Looking at this lawsuit on paper I recognize not to get carried away in fantasy in life, and to accept my reality such as right now, to appear as though Im lying or that my love for a person is not real, or not returned or mutual, and although you may think that everything is working out for either party, you could be wrong and should things not work out for either party, that can later become the basis for a lawsuit to which you as the person confiding or loving a person become responsible, that’s the price tou pay for loving people or opening up to people, they then become your responsibility in the event that they are harmed or made to feel bad or embarrassed it then becomes your fault, why a person who is otherwise doing well should not be changed or made to feel bad, is what a lawsuit means, it means that for some reason your love or attention was not recognized as publicly helpful or beneficial to the best interests of everyone, is what a lawsuit questions whether you are a good person in the eyes of others and whether you are a good person in the eyes of a judge. I would say that “order to show cause” would mean is there anything about me that fits the definition of what “harassment” means and this is not what mental health issues or diagnosis is about, declaring people are too strong, or an unwanted presence in the lives of others, if I have never appeared anywhere in life to that affect of dulling anyones image or decreasing the liveliness of those around me, then that is not my gift in life making others feel small, or feel stupid, or less capable, I must have an innate ability to make people feel smart, feel loved, and feel capable, and that’s what progress is all about, being a good person, who practices a lifestyle that does not bother others or worry others, from which they can recover and others can too, and also not be suffering from any addictions in life love or unrelated love, so affect anyone, or cause anyone to become connected or attached to them and hurt, and I think what this lawsuit represents is that if you love someone in public and everyone knows this is who you love and they are doing well and allow you to love them for the time being, are you careful not to give love to anyone else, who will be given the same attention and cause the person who you admire to not be admired in place of another respected more, and this is why you cannot date multiple people, then who is special feels despecialized and who is made special does not recognize how special they were made to be in life in connection to you, and that’s how people get a benefit in life that they don’t reocgnzie and who recognized it gets hurt by a shared significance given to others, which makes who you loved and admired feel less significant or hurt, so being rejected on paper and in court is telling me that my love is unwanted and to think about in what ways should my love be rejected how am I making others feel, how courteous am I of the feelings of others, and do I recognize that when a boundary is placed why that could be is to protect who they believe is being harmed by me, thinking that I am the cause for some harm visible to others without crediting me for the days in which a person was well, is taking things too far as directed toward me, to treat me as though no one should care for my health no one should be offended in a strong way, and no one should be treated asa though their liveliness or livelihood is too strong or wrong to others lives.

Published 04-19-23