As an up and coming public figure online, brave enough to spend the money to apply for awards and do my best to meet the standard criteria for work that is awarded and the basis needing to illustrate positive results, was a challenge worth taking, not necessarily with the intent for personal credit or accolade, or solution found not to be shared amongst others for a continued sense of peace no matter where you stand on any issue. As someone who is not famous and there have been no formal press briefings on who I am or descriptions written about me, my work online, or my personal or medical history or relationships in life, I think Ive done my best in a formal way present who I am without overdoing any details to take away from whats important to focus on now, whats real, not to speak about life in a way that anyone would interpret your deficits in life, to reflect any non-existing deficit in another, without the same life and experiences as you, who should not equally be affected by what you encounter in life or experience as a blogger from a world renown story, and represented by female role models who have found extraordinary success in their fields respectively, it would be wise to either share and be respected and respectful of the places of others, or not share if you are not capable of complimenting the positions of others in life. This is a sizing up issue of women, and how they develop and who into, what are the derivatives of a womans expression of self, and is being a woman a trait passed down to women from being among women, or from those who are successful, what are innate ways of being, and in what ways are women made to be disrespected, and in what ways is a woman made to appear disrespectful to the issues of one another, famous, or not famous, what is the basis for making people feel bad, when what is painful is highlighted, to make a person appear insensitive to the issues of another woman, on the basis of how a woman is harmed or made to look like, that affects the person who is made to look stupid, and when my feelings are hurt then women are not made to feel good by me, on the basis of me not feeling well, and sometimes that’s how you know who is well by who, some are made to feel sick or look bad, on the basis of not enabling women to admire or feel reassured by one another, and distrust in the hand that’s played. When it comes to love and dating, its not you as the woman who is respected for your choices in life, it’s the man who is respected and viewed as well, the womans condition is not a condition that others pride themselves in when they think that an improved condition of a woman is based on sex not mental health, and sex based wellness is viewed as addiction not love, and sex based insults are to make a person who appears well to feel bad or look stupid, and that’s to see whether what others think are capable of making a person look a certain way identifiable by others, that results in a disrespect or insult perceived by others in connection to. I think the only way a person can be insulted by another person, is if a person outright insults them or speaks in a way that is inappropriate or doesn’t respect the peace of another, an abnormal conversation would be something that others don’t want to hear, so if you don’t say things expected or asked for requested for, are you ever made to speak in a way about you that does not relate to the experiences of othrs, and in what way does you being known help others, and if your condition is one that upon hearing of causes people to entitle themslevs to control medicate you and make decisions for you on what basis are you not capable or recognizing when you need to go to the hospital and what is the basis for others determining that you need hospitalization, in what way does being who you are affect others, and in what way is your condition noticeable by photo or writing that communicates you are mentally ill or that what you are saying doesn’t make sense. How can people tell that a person is mentally ill and doesn’t make sense and how can people tell if a person is inappropriate or belongs in a hospital, what types of behaviors are considered mentally ill: (1) love or crush (2) job apps how things look (3) womens relations and comparisons, disempowerment and control (4) who is spoken to and who is ignored (5) respect on the basis of who the victim is determined to be man or woman (6) using lawsuit to justify negative interpretations of people put together with excellent hygiene, call them something dirty “schizophrenia” and calling a woman who people think is dirty or accuse a woman of being dirty or causing COVID, is an assumption being threatened at me as though I directed anyone to support Asians on the basis of being half-Asian or claim that a false relationship or companionship quality existed fake, a bad deal that shouldn’t have happened with a Lab, to wrongfully accuse me of studying mental illness as though it’s a COVID virus that’s capable of disturbing and infecting the world compare schizophrenia a rare disease as COVID to say that the potential spread of COVID compare it to the popularity of my blog to wrongfully diagnosis writing as being a disease carrying instrument from which disease is passed genetic to others.