04-23-23 — A hard reality is being told something not true and made to believe is true. Which is what insults are and when people F with your head, it’s to scare you, make you feel bad, intimidate you, and threaten you, people who don’t admire you, respect you, or believe in you, think that they have the God given authority to attack you, lie to you, scare you, and threaten you, that’s what people think is their right. What is harassment? Harassment is not getting a job, being spoken to like youre stupid, being insulted, being trashed online and nude photos shown of you, people who disrespect you on the basis of your childhood or who you knew growing up, and people hurting you on the basis of not being sure whether to support you, believe in you, recognize your stats, its when people treat you like youre not real and attack you and disrespect you on the basis of who you love and support Todd Spitzer. Therefore to be attacked and sued is to treat me like he didn’t win his election, that his reputation is not left in tact and that he is doing well supported and in good spirits, means that I didn’t hurt him, I respected him, I loved him, and I didn’t cheat on him, who hurt me was who F me, when I loved Todd Spizter, and that’s who fucked me and ruined my reputation labeling me a “cheater” and then I got sued on the basis of who fucked me or fucked with my head and pretended to be him, and fucked me over and shot me again in private, so that on the backend people see me or my body and then fuck me over and treat me like trash, and that’s what happens to a woman who is not respected, they fuck with you head, they drop you as a patient, they ignore you, and they don’t give you jobs, no one gives a fuck about your story, people just want to make money making fun of you, and using your story to make people relate to them, and that’s how you lose your identity, you are not viewed as being original and real and everyone else reads everything else and thinks that youre stupid, that’s not being a published author, its that your writing is destroyed by imitation, and so is your beauty and personality, people can change, but they cannot fix or change back who they hurt and that’s the lesson, on hurting me, that although you may feel good connected to him and love and admire him, I didn’t fuck him over, I loved him, lifted him.