When there is crime, things get intense. When there is suicide, things get intense. When people get sued, things get intense. When people don’t know what to say, things get intense. When people don’t need help, things get intense. When people don’t understand you, things get intense. When there is bullying, things get intense. The intensity feeling of something directed at you to bring you down in life, is what causes self-harm and suicide and auditory delusions, it’s when you are connected to a group, and leave a group and on your own, that is what causes the auditory delusion, to hear who you know, or who you are separated from, that is how an auditory delusion is caused, hearing people, it could be people you know or speak of, the voice created is of who is mentioned or known to be apart of your life, is the voice character that is created that talks to you, that is how an auditory delusion is caused.

Right now there are “heart attacks” there have been two heart attacks. I only know from my position in life what too much stress is like being under something in life like a lawsuit, my neck blew up into a ball of foam, that was how stressful life was, not sure if that was throwing up standing up, but that is what occurs when you are punished, or image tarnished, you are under the opinion of another, that does not recognize you as a human being, it is believed that a strong person can handle being brought down in life, or people to be aggressive toward people who are strong, because it is believed that to threaten the body or the mind of a person, who is considered strong in a good way, is with the intent to make a person hurt on the inside and in their head, its to make a person feel small, to see whether a person who is treated as small is stupid, or how a person feels stupid, whether they get angry, this is to figure out whether a person is loving and a human being on the inside, this is why my head is small, and my body is big, because I got attacked like I was strong and for breaking, and that made who hurt me feel better, that a threat was posed to my life and not theirs, that’s who thinks that my life or my blogging attracts the wrong attentions, I can tell you right now that Im not broken, and Im alive, therefore voices are a real torture in life, and being isolated separated, or meeting a group being kept separate, is not the solution, to throat burn, head burn, headaches, and whatever other symptoms you get being alone working in life, it seems that others think theyre bigger than you because they have money and think that you are stupid or said something wrong and were attacked, no I say everything right, Im approved on Facebook, get jobs. So that means there is something wrong with mens health or womens health, on the basis of how easily people are offended in life, as though Im not speaking for everyone, humanly possible, then it will be about the in group, my in group inner circle is SCOTUS and TODD SPITZER, and that’s it, whatever else is made on social media that is based upon their inner circles and their dialogue with eachother. Therefore if things seem like Im a famous secret, there is no such thing as prosecuting people in public to make people think it is the fault of the identity of the human being or pen name known, that fault can easily be reversed to the institutions that carry those terms and symbols in life, similarly to my pen name, so that’s the issue, what is created for good, or what is created for prosecution, my story is not a universal family story on the basis of Kim Kardashian not everyone loves me, that is the misnomer, that someone who speaks is loved and respected, it doesn’t matter whether Im alexa 14,000 or 17,000 I don’t deserve to be trashed or victimized I don’t carry myself in anyone face in life, I carry myself by my own self-worth and intelligence, and who Im backed by is #fmradiolosangeles, so that is my only direct response proof of writing and a direct response provided by music, to tell me how Im doing in life.