Taking a social media break on the basis of shouting, 2-3 times and it getting worse upon shouting, and that not solving the problem, I think Ive made myself clear on what my future plans are, and that I need to work, and I think my time online is productive so long as I stay well and others stay well, I think the whole use of the term “everyone” is not how “the people” should be treated as though “everyone knows” or “everyone is okay” or for there to be exceptions by genealogy etc, is not the solution, to not be proud of anyone on the basis of what category or group they have been identified with, I think “everyone” is strong when you don’t (1) force admissions (2) force rules on people to adhere to (3) let people be themselves (4) not set the standards beyond people’s means in life (5) recognize peoples need to be proud physically fit and smart and not intrude upon people’s sense of peace in life (6) not make the health of others about yourself whether everyone is well by you or everyone or some are sick by you, it is preferential who people are rooting for in life and want to keep separate (7) not assume that someone who is well online is well as integrated, a person who is doing well online is not connected to everyone in a way that everyone must react or respond by day or get the same symptoms, that defeats the purpose of public speaking, which should be to empower people to know that things are: (1) okay (2) will be okay (3) pain hurt and problems are managed and provide proof of mental management appropriate (4) that who goes backwards on people are “real investigators” and to also be “backend friendly” meaning not to create any space disorganized or in public disorganized which would cause the vision or the mind of anyone, to be scattered or shocked or go back and forth reasoning, whether to accept you or not, once there is a back and forth for acceptance, that is when the majority or others are doing well, and that needs no convincing if you are not well, not being well is not excuse to be provided to those who are doing well, and needs no apologies, people are only connected on the basis that one is the other, if there is a system of mentorship or idolization of people, is the only basis in which what is within you matters as passed to another, this can only be done, if you are in a weakened state, the other is bettered, or if you are disabled, so that other people are made to feel well around you, and that’s how a smart patient is used to make other people feel good and feel better, its taking a smart person disabling them, so that they don’t appear smart to others, and that’s what makes other patient’s feel smart, so that’s how its done. It’s a quality that you possess, that others recognize in themselves, is how improving is found, how benefit is found, how forgiveness is found, how safety is found, when people are (1) reassured (2) not held responsible for the health of others (3) can go through life reflecting and trust one another (4) when people recognize what caliber people are disconnected from and on what basis, addiction, or quality of prose, and what relationships maintained, it’s the quality of being “stupid” is what is considered the quality about you possible to be brought out in another is why “criminals” are kept separate, on the basis that they are judged as being “stupid” and for that quality to not be transferred to another, or a recognized state inhabiting any other to be remembered or returned to, that’s how a condition is held within a person, when they are not reminded of how to be to feel good, and as imitated conditions take hold that are either coming from them, that stick, or not coming from them about, and held without recognition from where those feelings are coming from, which is why feelings emotions and thinking are closely related as being of issue for people who have bipolar assemble things wrong or hear things wrong, I think is also reflective of people who “take things the wrong way” or “cant handle a joke” so that the condition of those who feel gone, is being judged as “condition held” not caused by anything then, but now also of issue upon integrated and successful people who know eachother in common, is a strict system of socialization, and that could be the basis, and why intermingling should not be taught as a basis for transfer of qualities good or bad, or recognized or unrecognized everyone has an ability to be “stupid” and everyone has the ability to “say things wrong” or “insult” others, and that’s an issue that people like to stay on top of trends and speak properly on the basis of not coming across as withholding a judgement of someone unknown and for people to take it the wrong way, which is why they have identified a person popular, and created things open for miscommunication, on the basis of whether I take things the wrong way, or hear recognize and affected either way its made for good or bad, and the fact that I was so successful, in spite of many attempts to say that my energy or intelligence is a justification for a negative judgment, is why upon being well, negativity happens as connected, to see which state of being is unaffected by others, to determine whether I hold that belief, or medical community. And I don’t think the medical community knows that much about suicide or schizophrenia, I think on the basis that I attended two law schools, and overcame a condition, is the basis for judging me as though Ive been somewhere mentally that other people have not, and that’s not true, people should not be gone on the basis of being somewhere mentally that others are not, its your body and your mind, no one is required, to think alike, and match chemistry is based upon recognition of one anothers within as being something that they love about eachother, and that occurs in non judgment, love happens.