Your odds for improving are as good as your attitude in life, there’s no beating around the bush about it. So if you are ever made to resent or disapprove of anyone who is online, think what is owed to you to help turn your attitude around is what is expected by a person who is made to feel unhappy or dissatisfied by a person who is speaking, that’s the competitive energy, and also the stress posed to a writer, who is trying to reach a middle ground, from which Im at peace, and so is my audience, whoever who they are or what their issue is. There is no one remedy to making things right with people, its either just right or too much or too little, when it comes to navigating around the unhappiness of voices occurring for you in place of how you were feeling for two weeks, and sometimes that’s the disapproval directed toward you on the basis of medications and dosages. I don’t think there is a higher likelihood of getting voices, on adderrall or off adderral, I think you are built to be capable of withstanding pressures in life and not getting voices, or you are not strong enough for speaking in public or for speaking through the opinions that others hold, that’s the head pressure when it comes to sharing stats or improving, is it a feeling that can last, wellness. So this is the test that is posed to a person, who thought to be advising others in a positive way of how to feel, what are they capable of doing for themselves, and how so created, and what types of writing are the types of writing that causes the head to hurt for an author of a writing or creates for unhappiness toward a writer, which causes a sickness to me, would be what am I say that is lightening the thoughts of others, what is perceived to have been said that hurts the minds of another person hearing, so it will be based on my content, either Im made to feel sick when I look good or am feeling good, or who is looking at me misunderstands my wellness, to be creating for a sickness in others, or coming from a sick thought of myself or my content, who is felt by me, is what is occurring in reality toward me, whether anyone can hear that or feel that Im assuming not, so this is something you just have to accept about a writer, who is speaking in a knowledgeable way and not in a codey way, I think I have in less trying times already shared and analyzed those facts in life, that it is no longer appropriate to talk about life, as though I have some refined understanding of history that Im not sharing with the public, its already been stated and shared and its time to move on. We are no longer in a phase where we need qualifying facts or figures in life to justify to anyone to read something or know of who Im associated with, when its not appropriate, means that’s not a good time to share personal details is how you get hurt personally, when what is going well for you is destroyed when you are bullied and cant prove it, then voices try to use the code and popular culture as a justification for it as though they can and regular voices cannot, I think what is to be distributed to everyone from me, is clarity and sound reasoning and helpful descriptions of life to help others get out of feelings of sickness, or disgust, resentments, or anger, and I don’t think that the purposeful infliction toward me by voices, should be stated to justify why or why I should not blog, I think if the persistent pattern is doing well, losing weight and looking good and being positive, and then I get voices, then what am I supposed to say to others, that it’s a permanent condition that doesn’t go away? Why on 30mg adderrall do I not get voices for two weeks, and on 60 mg adderrall, I don’t get voices, and then get voices by the second day, because of my writing not being consistently educational or with insights new and with consistent energy and dedication to the creation of wisdom quotes, so whos heart is missing in the matter, is not mine, if voices are the concern, that is no justification why I cannot work, when working does not require you idle time alone time to be bullied or to be experimented with would be a privilege to work at a computer with security, and in the privacy of an office, do work that does involve constant criticism of me or mental health, which is why I should work, and a job will not happen on the basis of what I have going on for me right now if its not going well, then how is that supposed to convince anyone that I will be able to perform and work in a job, doing well on alexa doesn’t mean stay, not if if the constant argument is about voices, that doesn’t motivate me or make me feel good when its constantly about that, there is no justification or cause for voices that Im willing to argue teach or preach to anyone, its not my job to tell people what they can and cant do, or what is the cause for voices, is not hell by choice of who to love, that’s not inappropriate, God does not decide for us who to love, who is loved and how love happens is by who sees you as special and a human being, and no God can teach that to a human who doesn’t see it, not I, I cant make anyone love me, or appreciate me, no code of everyone knowing me or things being about me can make me feel good, and that’s not the cause for not feeling well is no album or song beautiful portraying the reality of me falling in love with someone who sues me, it is not working out with anyone on the basis of what people think and approve of, and based on punishing me for a love and feeling and experience that I lost, is my loss, not his, and therefore not me inflicting anything to a person whos life is good and whos life is loved, is not disenfranchised by my life, my story, or my blog.