When gay ends (when women fight with women, it was better when everyone was improving and proud of one another, I think the older system of judgment has since changed, therefore I also expressed criticism of the creation of the word “Karen” to describe “white women” and defended “white women” as one that looks like one, criticizing the use of that term on the basis that it not be used as a joke to make fun of white women in general and also as a white woman who is obese and has difficulty photo well face deformed not look like a “Karen Schreck” or a worse example of a white woman who also looks ugly or is made to look ugly as though thats confirmation that there is something Karen about me) -The name “Karen” is only relevant to my life in that my Father’s secretary’s name was “Karen” and she had a stroke, if it was something I talked about briefly on Twitter and deleted, working on not sounding stupid, try to leave whats necessary because now is important you may have a lot to say, in the end to not make things worse, it would be wise that when things become too much for you that would be a good point to explain to others that this is not how to talk about things its very painful and hurts my head and thats my best warning, trust that smart and what youll be into will be something that is not hurtful to think about. I think what would be reassuring to women, would be to be respected for each one’s experiences in life and achievements, and for one another to be proud of one another, and feel safe by the opinions of one another, that much I think is what women need in order to feel good, to be loved, and to be attractive in their own right. I don’t think that gay is the solution, to establishing a hierarchy among women, or establish basis for respect, I think just like men come to admire women who they believe in and admire, women will be the same when it comes to who they are influenced by or feel better by, no degree or exact personality about things can cause women to admire each other or feel reassured by one another, let alone loved, and I don’t think that a gay transition is a full proof solution to assuring which women are to be admired and which women are to be treated or graded on the basis for how they interact with women, I think all interaction past gay is uncomfortable, you feel bitched around, and beneathe others, I don’t think is a good position to be in in life, where you are not loved, love is taken from you, and its expected of you to correct the problem, in terms of who a man feels loved by or comes to respect. This is not the solution on the basis that a man should not be made to distrust or not respect a woman over any conversation professional in which they are made to trust the opinion of another woman over the opinion of the woman to whom one is confiding about or what’s to know more about, this is how a woman is made to be devalued or feel bad, on the basis that per her discussions and photos if a person cannot determine who is well, to value, or who is to devalue, then its by what discussions are held to determine the value or appreciation of a woman, and which women are made to be defended and left alone, and which types of women are made to be prosecuted and de-femininzed and on what basis, sexual, dating wise, ability, education, social skills, or job history, what is it that departs women of high esteem from women who have less, and who is the one determining which women are privileged to not be criticized and what is the general weight figure and face of a woman who is deemed incapable of hurting another, or not the cause for another woman’s disability or mental health issues, or hurt, and which women are empathized with, paid attention to, and privileged to be protected by the opinion of a man or another woman. What is love? I think love is a boundary that is placed between you and another person, in which each side thrives, and no one is made to feel bad by the others. I think love is a capability within you, to which another person feel well by, smarter by, or more self-assured by, that’s the confidence that occurs that’s contagious between women who know each other in common, where one is not brought down by the other, nor is anyone’s disability the cause for embarrassment or disconnect to them, professionally, or by client base capable of taking care of more patients or clients, its an ability that is not taken from you, and which is not questioned by others, is the self-esteem of people that is protected and upheld in common by who speaks to who and who is called upon to speak to whom about whom and why, and those are privileged conversations about people, that threatens the privilege of a conversation held without the expectation of being spoken to as though ones confidential experience is for the use and view of people to whom one is not speaking to, is the break in privacy that occurs when more than one person is talking about you, and when you are not helped, is when a patient is not being advocated for, and when people who come to know or meet a patient, are made to believe that the person they have met, is not the person that they are, or some worse person in existence occurring at any point in time. The basis for mental illness (to my body composition) is friendliness, detachment, ignoring, then I get mental illness, which then becomes not the problem of who engages me, but leaves me disconnected and not feeling good, so that defeats the purpose for connecting, when a person improves and trusts the judgment of others, when that system of care is turned into a system of care for people studying a person, and when the person who seeks care is instead injured or harmed in the process of trying to treat or help others, not helped themselves, is why a person starts to help themselves, and becomes a writer online instead.

Gay ends when you make women, insulted by each other, they don’t get along, one is better than the other, and when people act like they are loved by people who they don’t know, or ignore and don’t interact with, and when a woman is treated as a reject, or for playing with the emotions of in terms of attachments and detachments, some kind of divorce abandonment joke to my own childhood story, therefore you will come to understand the significance of independence, sexuality, and friendship on the basis of judging me, or disliking me, and just as I’m not made to feel good, neither will they on that basis, and that’s how women become villainized as being mean to one another, when one is favored over the other. And sometimes that’s what makes women feel good, sometimes its what makes them feel bad. This is why women are not made to care for each other, and when women are made to not feel supported by one or the other, and life is no longer a team sport supported, by competitive in the wrong way to which relationships don’t last, love doesn’t last, and worst of all the power taken and instilled into another, isn’t a lasting feeling that makes the women feel good, who are loved, feel bad for others.

Published 05-09-23