Anytime words are used to cause harm, that’s the problem with how you feel, when its no longer about you and what another has to say, such as the attorney in Manhattan Beach who called me “mentally ill” in a court document (for one way messaging) and the group message sent 2008-2009 (telling everyone on the message that “I’m mentally ill” for having been upset or hurt by when in a relationship was a distance created and how that made me feel in the face of what should hurt or what should closeness be based on. That’s when your reaction cause for a relationship to be ruined, anytime you are upset, is when I lose (and when I lose I commit suicide 2009 and 2017) therefore when its about doing well and what life you have, going through an experiencing of saying by to everyone or reaching out and not able to get in contact with anyone is a true circumstance occurring at the time of suicide, in addition to my meds being flushed. It seems in common to what mental illness is viewed as “instability, or focus or study on something of interest to you that bothers others or is unnecessary talking about a subject OJ before going to law school with my Mother or Father or Psychiatrist, if its not clear what’s to recreate then it would be 2009, not in my honor, but in honor of who I know mistreat me as getting sick on purpose with a job a new apartment and starting law school was not a time at which I was sick or drinking or alcoholic, or on meds because of any person I was prior to meds, I was high functioning, organized, and detailed, and it so changes upon coldness to me and responding upset, is later not made any better, by improvements not a clear recognition of why I was not favored or respected equally, what others were that I was not, were obviously areas of improvement later happening in life, and that’s to compliment what I was ever offended by and its not a threat to condemn or prove that anyone or from any school there is any animosity or a win or loss or game of team making and support not in support of me or anyone, its clear I’m on my own, so the more isolated I am the more its about others, the more integrated I am the more risk there is to others, the more I’m hospitalized the more anger toward me, and the more I recall and state what hurts (is an increased likelihood of occurring again). When your historical records of errors caused to your life are stated, its forgotten in which way you have suffered alone in life, and the common thread to a “suicide” diagnosis, is that others are well minus me, and to mistreat me as someone known hurtful by doing things to myself that are shocking or hurt who loves me, so what’s not understood is self-harm and how it occurs. Self-harm occurs when you have worked so hard and done your best to get a job and cant get a job and when told to get a job and you cant get a job causes one to cut their wrists with scissors, at home, and in the office at my job, so that’s when something is occurring in which my state of mind has ever changed to hurt (its in misunderstanding or disability that one hurts themselves if one is scolded or accused of doing things they are not, is how one hurts themselves). Suicide is reacting poorly, feeling sick, and in a later state of obnoxious (created when a photo or a statement is not liked) a constant tested for is a stimulus (words “voices”) and reactions are sought. Reactions are sought in favor of a result (“mental illness”) or means being treated as insulted offended or reactive (“to fight” or capable of fighting), then there is you in real life and online what characterizes you as a threat (when who you love if you are made to sound like they loved you and should not love you, is how who you love gets hurt and what makes you look bad). Whenever a suicide occurs (its in what way has your life as told contributed to a happening of good things and in which way should you be criticized for being offended by the book “Center Cannot Hold,” if a similar result occurred to me in a hospital at UCLA slamming my head into the wall and dragged down a hallway and shot in the neck with a needle in response to a definition, its not that my writing is capable of a result that if I recognize in common am aware of and careful of not speaking to issues about what the hospital is like, is not helpful to who doesn’t understand why I am not supportive of some books, or how my beliefs cause me to feel like a book alludes to people as ominous is inaccurate is a support of #scotus. Based on improving over 10 years and going back to life reunions see friends, social and dated an Ex, things seemed like they were finally going back to normal, but like all things if discussed can be ruined and the lesson is “by your own reactions relationships are ruined” so while previously stated voices are the current denominator discussed as a recollection of what didn’t work out with Rob (with voices cant date) and that was not accepted as inferred basis for incompatibility being in danger or a created extra life that I don’t choose to live suffering by voices when told (voices “p” word > self-harm instead of suicide so it was my admission of a reaction strong in reverse to and choosing to do something else instead of react poorly and commit suicide, it was my experience with suicide and description of a bad decision made, and how created it was a time of peace and my apartment was neat and peaceful around me). Now 20223 suicide is being created by a “psychosis” determined when existing (when alone, when home in Marina del Rey, after modeling, after dating, when typing) and why is a psychosis created (its what is psychosis, psychosis is dysfunction a disability occurring by dislike comment or reaction distasteful to another who then exerts a force combative toward you in the direction of a win by destruction of you). Psychosis is focus on self (and the energy created around your face is making fun of my definition of beauty as coming from within) so they think psychosis is a fuzziness around you or blindness, that is otherwise created by being hurt (so when the word is accusing me of focus on others, in reverse a treatment of focus on myself, or a fuzziness around me is making fun of facial feature or hair, and the insult to my beauty is to accuse my hygiene of being poor without consideration of my ongoing acceptance for others and non-judgment, not ignorant of panty hose professionals in the 80s controversy. Psychosis is (definition a reaction in defense or in response to something hurtful directed toward you, so a rebellion is to continue to move forward in spite of being hurt, illustrates you as not caring, why an improvement is not respected). If drinking is in response to voices (and if voices are not terms I say or feel about others hurtfully, its then questioned a rejection of people on the basis of how they are or who is loving or what love feels like, so a clarity is taken from a person who is viewed that upon focus of themselves and made sick, is a punishment for a focus on others, and since a face is watched as created or reflecting whom and why, an ugly face or a wider face is used to denominate a person as inheriting a condition or accuse of holding something, therefore a person who’s face is wide and ugly or obese is holding something, that is in reverse of my definition of beauty like a candle stick, and filling me with fat to say I’m full of $hit, this is contesting my military applications, and to view my strength as offensive, when a person’s strength is not recognized as strong for others, that also doesn’t mean to die for or be hurt instead of others, this is questioning who cares with stats online, its not that I’m hurtful, its about being hurt and everyone reading should not be hurt too, so that’s communications are used to favor or disfavor. Disfavoring occurs when you are not supported any anyone mentioned is supported, a negative judgment is created, when by words “harassment” you are rejected and by me too’s formula everyone seems to know Todd and thinks they know my case or what its about and think that confusing me or hurting me is getting to an issue that is relevant to how I’m feeling, accuse me of feeling better ion another location, without credited me for being well period in order to travel or relocate. When people observe you and think they know you’re issue, that’s not helping me, and that’s not also avoiding unnecessarily hurting me, I don’t need to be told what I’ve done wrong or what I’m doing wrong when I’m doing my best and doing what is right, is for no one to tell me where to live, where to be, who to talk to, who to ignore, where to work, how to look, or what to say, is my job and will always be my job how I look and what I have to say, and when it becomes about others, is when you take away from my 38 years of life, and coordinate care for others except me, hurt me by coordinating care to ignore me, and coordinating for rejections is non acceptance of not being in a good place to date, and hearing me as rejection, or hearing calling a hotline, as insensitive, when pride cannot be shared that’s an American problem not what or who has done who wrong, and when it comes to patient care (when a patient is hurt to shorten my life, its my life with fighting for, and if the joke is jail, then its my life worth fighting for and my arguments, that have nothing to do with anyone else or their preferences, is when I don’t deserve to be hurt and let others in common hurt me, is not a justified treatment of a woman who is straight or however changed, justifies no words or hurt to me as 38 year old, if you don’t respect my recordings over 10 years then I can go to court with preference for the US Attorneys office and discuss my case on my own with them, I’m tired of being hurt if it’s a fear or a pattern I’m recognizing my anger toward me too is the basis for which I’m hurt in addition and whether a “slogan” was made viewing my life and accuse me of being intelligent or ignorant to race or discrimination misread 10 years improvement not a princess, or accuse a later stage of development as not deserved based on who’s harmed, if who’s harmed bought me a Tiffany perfume, and if who sued me, doesn’t need to be help responsible for everything that goes wrong with me offline, then that’s doing good being of service to others & all.

Reference:

https://milwaukee-criminal-lawyer.com/the-metoo-movement-and-its-impact-in-the-united-states/